It isn't worth it!!!
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|Thu, 06-04-2009 - 11:11am|
Why did I agree to do this!!?? The one thing I did not miss when I had the Gospel group 2 years ago, was needing to find a pianist when the reg guy would not be around.
What do you think I have been doing all freaken week with NO LUCK!! I am so pissed right now!!! The other co-leader is the pianist, and really, he should be finding someone to replace him, right?!? But he is also the principal the the Elementary Catholic school and even though I have no connection with that school, AND he is my 'elder' I just can't seem to tell him where to go regarding this! AND he won't be here for most of the freaken summer!! SO PISSED AM I!!!
I think I am going to call Father and just tell him that I can't do this anymore, the stress and lack of sleep isn't worth it!! As much as I love the other part of it.... SO NOT WORTH THIS CRAP! I am at the point right now that I would walk away completly. I don't even want to sing.
I guess the other part of my rant should be all those who said no this week. Honestly!! This isn't easy!! We don't expect professionals up there, just someone to play the cords or play the guitar!! I am practicing the Mass parts but I only got as far as Grade 4 in piano like 20 years ago. I will continue to practice and hopefully this summer I will be of more help, but I know there are much more talented people in the congregation but they just don't want to be bothered!!
I just want to cry!!