Checking in

Hi Ladies. Just checking in to tell everyone Happy St Patrick's Day!! AFM, I KNOW its early, but have been POAS since 6dp3dt. Every single one of them have been BFN. Today is 9dp3dt and still the same. Last summer I got a + at 8dp. I have NO symptoms whatsoever. Well I suppose constipation can be considered a sypmtom, but with the boatload of meds Im on, I don't consider it one. Neither DH or I feel that it worked. I know that the beta on Tuesday will tell the tale, but I seriously doubt it will be +. Especially because the embies had grown so well overnight in the lab, it doesnt make sense that they would get into me and just stop growing and then somehow miraculously start again. For now I have had my meltdown and just need to get on with life. DH and I agreed this is it. No more tries. Take care all and I will let you know how it works out.