HELP ME PRETTY PLEASE
Find a Conversation
|Thu, 06-14-2007 - 6:04pm|
had the egg transfer on Monday - day 4 instead of the standard 3 or 5 wth 3 embryos. RE told us we had 3 embroys left - not the best quality. today we were told none made it to blast.
I am so upset and feeling so sad. I had my head around the idea that if this did not end in a pregnancy, then at least I would have one, if not 2, more kicks at the can.
I have no freakn' clue if I am pregnant or not. Won't know until June 25th. I am being stuck in the butt with needles, I have to insert prgesterone cream, two patches stuck to me and two pills a day - all in the HOPES that I MIGHT be pregnant.
I am feeling so upset tonight. and scared. How do you have hope and stay realistic? YOu know, after the news today I cried and cried and cried. I felt so tired. it has been an exhausting journey of surgery, 3 m/c (one at 12 weeks after we told everyone, of course); 2 d & cs and feeling like I am on the fertility conveyer belt at one of the clinics (yup, we are using 2 as Canada has limited resources of anonymous egg donation so 1 here to monitor and 1 in the states where we went for the fresh egg trasnsfer)
there are people dying of cancer and starving the world. so my whining actually makes me feel worse
can someone, anyone give some knowlegable words of encouragement?