I'm so sorry, I wish I had the words to tell you how much so. Thinking of you.
I know the feeling.
6-time IVF Survivor
I'm so sorry this one didn't work out for you. You already have a plan though and that's half the battle. Like yourself, I never thought my IF journey would be so long and torturous......be good to yourself and DH at this time and don't blame yourself. Move forward when you are ready and never give up if this is what you really want. It took me 13 tries with lots of stupid advice from people thinking I should adopt or remain childless. Keep your eyes on your goal! You'll get there.