2 baby showers

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2 baby showers
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Sun, 09-27-2009 - 5:48pm

Yes I went to both of them. I must be a masochist!


First of all I had a total break down on friday. I can home from work in tears because Im 99.9% sure I am not PG. I started to feel my right ovary on thursday, and on friday I felt it again AND felt my left. I can feel my follies grow. How can I feel that and be PG? Not possible. DH made me feel better and took me out.


Shower #1. I felt too guilty not to go, it was for a friend. So I went late and sat with my girlfriends. Lucky for me they are a great distraction. They talk though the gifts and everything. I got though it no problem. I was surprised. But then some people started to ask me for updates and they want to know how this are going for me fertility wise. Well I cant talk about that at a shower. Come on! So I kept brushing off the question and leaving the scene sorta speak.


Shower #2. This was for my SIL. I went yesterday (excuse for being late to the other shower) and decorated the house, wrapped a gigantic gift basket and got things ready. This was the hard one. So first I almost but my back out placing this supper heavy gift behind her special shower chair. So my back is killing me and I cant take anything strong because I POAS on wendsay. So just incase I am still being careful. Oh and About an hour after that I get a migraine. Just lovely! I sat on the floor next to her and helped with the gifts. I was doing ok. Then after I started to feel it, stress. I didnt want to talk to anyone, no distraction. No one there was a friend it was all family. Im just glad no one asked me if I was going to get PG soon. I would have lost it. There was my SIL and her 2 PG cousins. Just lovely, belly rubs. Got to love that. So later the guests are gone and her husband shows up. Now its time for party #2 of the day? What? They want to know what time DH is coming over to eat. (I married an Italian, its all about the food) I tell FIL and MIL that he isnt coming, hes not feeling well. I got the third degree from their eyes! They were pressuring me to bring him. WTF! Cant I just finally go already! I think 4 hours of hell is enough! So IU make a break for it and leave.


I walk in the door at home with tears in my eyes and DH asks "whats wrong?" DUHHHH idiot! So I start yelling at him about my crappy day and stomp away. When I walk back though the room he tells me HES upset over the shower and his parents and I need to give him a few minutes to cool down. EXCUSE ME! I just went though hell but he needs a few minutes!!! UGGGHHHH!!!!


Cynthia

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DH 34 and me 36 We’ve been together 16 years married Sep 2004. TTC our first since Dec 2004.
Conceived using Provera and Clomid - MC April 03 2006
Conceived naturally - MC July 07 2008
Found out I have PCOS, MTHFR and Factor V Lieden so I will be a high risk pregnancy and have to inject myself every day with Fragmin.
God please just give me 1 healthy baby please!

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Registered: 09-28-2006
Mon, 09-28-2009 - 10:07pm
That would be nice! Yes weekend time is precious!

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Mon, 09-28-2009 - 10:12pm

Hi Lindsay


Thank you for the support.


I hope you get though those showers and stay strong. Its great your looking forward to your BFFs shower. I have one in 5 months for a friend that had a MC, so I am happy for her.


Im glad my silly DH made you laugh. The things men do! They are so clueless sometimes! Most of the time he does the right thing. Hes starting to crack too!


Cynthia


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Registered: 09-28-2006
Mon, 09-28-2009 - 10:13pm

Nat!


Mee too! Im going to be 37. Eeekkk! What a crappy #! LOL


Cynthia

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Mon, 09-28-2009 - 10:14pm
Yah, I understand.
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Tue, 09-29-2009 - 5:10pm

Oh Cynthia, sorry I'm late catching up with posts.


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Tue, 09-29-2009 - 11:29pm

"even if it takes some hitting upside the head!" LOL! Thats a thought! DH actually emptied and filled the dishwasher tonight! I thought only the fairies and leprechauns did that! LOL! He can still surprise me... in a good way!


Cynthia

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Tue, 09-29-2009 - 11:34pm

Hi Grace


Yeah, I thought I could pull it off but I couldnt. Now I wish I didnt let myself stress out so much. Ill never forgive myself if it doenst work out. I cant help but be worried. I need to confirm with the blood tests first, then pass 12 wks. I think then Ill be able to celebrate.


Thank you so much for the vibes! I need all the sticky vibes I can get!


Cynthia

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