Am I being too touchy?
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|Wed, 09-24-2008 - 6:01pm|
Sorry I haven't been around too much the past couple weeks. I was sick & didn't get out of bed for a few days, then depressed cause I'm in limbo & so I didn't get out of bed for a couple days. Then on Saturday afternoon my Grandmother had a heart attack and it's been touch and go for the past few days so I have been running on coffee and very little sleep.
......My mother keeps forwarding me Consumer Report recall information on baby items. She always adds the message "fwd this to your friends with babies, Love Mom". I understand that she cares about my friends, and some of the information has been extremely helpful, but I get a little sad everytime I open my e-mail and there is something to do with baby in it. It's an emotional minefield. Sometimes I'm fine, and other times it sends me into an emotional downward spiral that feels impossible to get out of. My mother is extrememly supportive of DH and I's IF situation, and she's always been so aware of my feelings. I haven't mentioned it to her yet cause I don't want her to start getting wierd on me, like she has to sensor herself. GRRRR.....I just am so tired and exhausted and scared and unsure of everything going on around me I just cant think straight.
Thanks for listening.