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|Sat, 11-01-2008 - 12:48pm|
So I got the call. BFN.
Not surprising, but disappointing just the same. My hopes were starting to go up since AF and her nasty symptoms haven't appeared. But blood work doesn't lie.
We've exhausted our fertility care benefits now. When I suggested to the Nurse Practitioner on the phone today that we'd have to try on our own for awhile she said that we would have an extremely low possibility of conceiving due to DH's low sperm count. That evil hag (not really I'm just feeling bitter) could have spared me throwing fuel on the fire.
DH refuses adoption or donor sperm.
I feel pretty much at a loss right now. Not angry, not sad, just tired and a little hopeless.
Would someone please explain to me why there are women out there throwing babies in dumpsters and I can't get pregnant?