Cycle is a bust

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Registered: 10-26-2005
Cycle is a bust
Sun, 02-13-2011 - 10:05pm

Looks like I am going to have to count myself out this cycle. My body is just not cooperating at all. I have been spotting for the past several days with no sign of O. It reminds me of the spotting I went through with my M/C. Its so frustrating that this just cannot be easier. I am just going to leave it in Gods hands anymore and what will be will be. I am losing energy on this whole IF crap. To go 9 years and having nothing but 1 M/C. I am a loving mother and all I want is to complete my family. I do not think that is much to ask. I am going to be 33 in a few months and every year that passes just gets harder and harder to deal with. What's harder is knowing I had it in my grasps to only lose it. I try not to think about it but all the pregnant women I see just reminds me of what I do not have. I am very grateful for my DD. My DH is a great father to her but I know he wants a biological child and to experience the

Me ~ 31  DH ~ 33  TTC #1 since August 2002. Dealing with mild Endo, PCOS, D

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Registered: 11-07-2008
Mon, 02-14-2011 - 2:23pm
Katrina, I wanted to send you ((hugs)). I'm sorry it seems this cycle is out. I know it's hard to go through all of this, I wish hope this difficult journey comes to a very happy end soon and another child is blessed to call you mommy.


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Registered: 04-12-2010
Tue, 02-15-2011 - 10:02pm

I am so sorry you are having a bad day.

I know that soon enough you will get the sticky BFP and that soon you will get another LO calling you mommy.


"Even miracles take a little time." ~ Fairy Godmother: Cinderella

TTC since April 2009

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Registered: 06-01-2009
Wed, 02-16-2011 - 10:29am


I'm sorry this cycle isn't working out for you.

Me: 39, DH: 43

TTC for 5 years . 1 Ectopic PG at 8 wee