Disappointed after cd15 US, another no g
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|Mon, 12-22-2008 - 9:06am|
Yes, I'm tired of the disappointment with IF around the holidays. First i was disappointed just before T-giving and now the same things just before Christmas. First it's you're not ovulating, and now we're focusing on follie growth. (I realize it's really the same thing, but come on Follies!) Anger, sadness, disappointment, frustration, everything. I know you all feel it. We all do with IF!
We had our cd15 US this morning and the nurse couldn't find a larger follie. I had a US on friday, at cd 12 and there was 1 we were hoping would grow over the weekend. I wonder, did she miss it or did it really not grow.....I'm sure she knew what she was doing as that's her job but it's still disappointing. So I started the progesterone again today and will induce my AF AGAIN, yes again, again, again---always again with the progesterone......and then start Femara for the first time 2 pills a day cd3-7. We really hope this does the trick. If not on to injects. I really want to have a baby in 2009. If this cycle coming works we'll have an October 2009 baby, same month as my bday. We really thought we were going to have a great chance at having a SEPT baby as that was the month we got married and the month we bought our house. (1 year apart but same month) Really hope it works as I've been saving all my vacation for maternity leave and I'm tired of the month to month disappointment at cd12-15. (I know everyone feels this way and I'm sorry to complain, this just stinks)
I just want my freaking follies to grow so I might O and we might finally be able to TTC!!! I hate having this issue! I know it can be worse but boy does this rank up there with "this sucks!"
(sorry, I sound so grim, my positive nature will kick in later!)