Going MIA maybe gone for good

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Registered: 02-21-2009
Going MIA maybe gone for good
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Tue, 12-08-2009 - 10:41am

I don't know if it is all the BFP or just the time of year.

But don't get me wrong I am happy for all you that are getting BFP.

And I wish you all the best of luck.

But seems when we changed SG's it's like I don't belong here.

Maybe it is because I connected with those i my last SG. This month I have only been acknowledged once.
Sorry but I won't open up to anyone. Specially if I feel if I am not welcome. Makes me feel like a newbie that isn't welcome.

So for right now I think I am just going to say good bye.

Or maybe only post on the mondays when roll call is made.

Sorry if you think that the way I feel is wrong. BUT it is how I feel. Guess I am not over the hurt that came with my MC.

I'm sad I am angry.

So for now.. You won't see a lot of posting by me.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.



My Blog http://wendysnyderfinan.blogspot.com/





Wendy 39yrs ~~ Kevin 43yrs
Joshua 5 1/2 yrs






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*Jan 09 --clomid 100mg Result=BFN *Feb 09--Clomid 100mg Result=BFN *Mar 09-- Au natural Result=BFN *Apr 09--100mg clomid Result=BFN*May 09--RE,150mg clomid, metformin 1500mg Result=BFN *June 09--150 clomid, metformin 1500mg Result= BFN *July 09--150 clomid, metformin 1500mg,HCG trigger shot Result=BFN
*Aug 09--150mg clomid,metformin 1500mg,Hcg Trigger shot Result=BFN
*Sept 09--150mg clomid,metformin 1500mg,Hcg Trigger shot, cd 17 IUI Sept 6th adding 50mg progesterone suppositories starting Cd 18 Result=Sept 20th BFP Beta#1= 81.8 Beta #2=151Beta#3=446 Angel baby went to heaven 10/20/2009

Wendy 39yrs ~~ Kevin 43yrs
Joshua 5 1/2 yrs


*TTC since Jan.09...Diagnosis is PCOS
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Registered: 07-30-2009
Tue, 12-08-2009 - 12:33pm

Hugs Wendy,

Sorry you're feeling unwelcome:( I'm sure that's not the case. But I also understand if you need a break from things right now. You've been through a lot these last few months.

I'll miss you if you don't come around!

 

Kelly

I'm 38, DH is 42 and we are TTC #1. We've had 3 unexplained miscarriages and a bout with Asherman's Syndrome but we're determined.

BFP #4! - 1/
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Registered: 09-28-2006
Tue, 12-08-2009 - 12:43pm

Hugs Wendy.


Im sorry things have been so rough on you. I hope you get everything you heart desires.


Cynthia


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Registered: 09-11-2008
Tue, 12-08-2009 - 12:56pm

Wendy, a while ago I felt the same way. All the BFP's were just too much for me to handle so I took a break. Even though I finally came back, it still hurts to know that most of the people I started on this board with are having babies. I still don't feel like I truly belong anymore. I cannot do any IVF's or DE's or IUI's and when I see the people talk about them I don't know what to say, I have no idea about them.
Somedays I don't know if I want to continue to try. My marriage is not the greatest right now, nor is my financial situation and I don't think it's right to bring a baby into it.
I'm sorry if I haven't talked to you, I still don't get on as much as I used to, but I do like you. And you are welcome by me. But, ultimately it's your decision to stay or go. I support you in any decision you make. I wish you luck and I hope to see you back soon.

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Registered: 04-05-2009
Tue, 12-08-2009 - 1:59pm

Wendy,


I'm sorry you're feeling unwelcome in our support group this month.

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Faith (35) Matt (40)

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Registered: 02-11-2008
Tue, 12-08-2009 - 3:03pm

Wendy, I'm sorry that

Isabel
Mom to Sebastian Robert after 3+ years of infertility

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Registered: 03-22-2009
Wed, 12-09-2009 - 10:55am

I am so sorry you are feeling like you don't belong.

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Registered: 11-07-2008
Wed, 12-09-2009 - 10:58am

Wendy,


I'm sorry that you are feeling like you don't belong here.


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Registered: 01-23-2006
Wed, 12-09-2009 - 2:19pm

Wendy,


I am sorry that you are not feeling welcome here as of late.


I would miss you if you didn't come around anymore.


This time of year is tough for everyone with IF and that coupled with what you have been thru with the MC is alot to deal with. Big hugs to you.


I hope that this is just a good bye for now & not forever but we will understand if you need to take a permanent break from the board.


Merry Christmas & Happy New Year to you & your family.


Nat

Pregnancy%20ticker
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Registered: 11-30-2005
Wed, 12-09-2009 - 3:07pm
So sorry to hear that you're feeling unwelcome.
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