Having a horrible time right now.

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Having a horrible time right now.
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Fri, 08-21-2009 - 8:47pm
So I started the day very positive and made a play list on rhapsody and started cleaning. And then it started...daydreaming!!! It will be the death of me I swear. So then I stopped and thought, this isn't going to happen...and then it started....THE CRYING!!! Now I can't stop myself, as I write this tears are rolling down my face. I HATE THIS SO MUCH!!! THIS IS SO NOT FAR!!! WHY CAN'T I DREAM OF WHAT COULD BE.... B/C I know its not going to happen. Yea I'm in one of those moods now. I really have been doing so good, but not today. Today its poor me day. ERRRRR!!!!!!!

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Fri, 08-21-2009 - 9:11pm

Big ((Hugs)) Ashley.


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Sat, 08-22-2009 - 8:04am

Hugs Ashley!!!

I'm sorry you're having such a rough time. You are entitled to have those days and the crying jags. I hope it DOES happen for you and DH and this is all a vague memory in the past.

 

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I'm 38, DH is 42 and we are TTC #1. We've had 3 unexplained miscarriages and a bout with Asherman's Syndrome but we're determined.

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Sat, 08-22-2009 - 12:26pm
HUGS, Ashley...I know I am a day late, and I hope today is a better day. We've all had those days, that's for sure. Hang in there, sweetie, your time will come, someway, somehow!

 


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Sun, 08-23-2009 - 9:58am
Oh Ashley I hate to hear of heartache, but we all have it and understand it.

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Mon, 08-24-2009 - 9:08am

Ashley,


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Tue, 08-25-2009 - 12:07am
Thanks ladies. I feel so much better now, well I wouldn't say that. I just don't think about it or I'll lose it. I go in tomorrow and hopefully have my HSG test done and I hope it doesn't turn out bad.

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Tue, 08-25-2009 - 10:01am
I'm glad to hear you are at least feeling a bit better.


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Tue, 08-25-2009 - 11:08am

Good Luck on your HSG!

Me - 26, DH- 32, DH and I have been together since January 2003, happily married since September 2007, TTC our first for over 1 year.  Dx with MFI, low morphology.  Currently getting ready to start our first round of

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Tue, 08-25-2009 - 1:02pm
Well it went badly. One tube is open and one is blocked. So I think we are going to focus on saving for IVF and go the adoption route. We just want to be parents, and don't take the wrong, but I would love to be pregnant. Being adopted, I would think that I deserve that route, but guess not. I'm just about to break right now. Thanks ladies.

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Tue, 08-25-2009 - 1:09pm

I am so sorry to hear about that, tons of (((HUGS))) to you.

Me - 26, DH- 32, DH and I have been together since January 2003, happily married since September 2007, TTC our first for over 1 year.  Dx with MFI, low morphology.  Currently getting ready to start our first round of

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