heartbroken

iVillage Member
Registered: 10-26-2005
heartbroken
6
Mon, 03-08-2010 - 10:23am

3rd ultrasound was just devastating. After being on meds for 14 days we looked no better today. I have only 1 mature follie on my right and 12 less than 8 on my left. The problem is that I have a right blocked tube and is risky to go ahead with the procedure. The doctor is not confident that the IUI will work and why spend the money if there is a slim chance. They now want to check my tubes to see if the left is open and I am not sure why. If we are moving to IVF I feel doing a tube flush is a waste of money. Right now I have so many mixed emotions. I called out from work since I cannot look at any of the pregnant women, plus I am an emotion wreck. I am not sure how to feel right now. The next step for us is IVF. We know I can produce eggs it is just a matter of getting them to grow. I am sorry that this is all rambled together but I just cannot think straight right now. I can’t help but wonder if I will ever get to have another child and give my DH want he truly longs for. After all the tears, money, and sweat and we have nothing to show for it. I never thought in a million years I would have to go through this.

 


 


Me ~ 31  DH ~ 33  TTC #1 since August 2002. Dealing with mild Endo, PCOS, Diabetes, and MFI.


DD ~ 12 from previous marriage


2 rounds of Clomid 2004 – BFN


First RE consult 2008 but was not the right time financially. L


Trying all Natural from 2004-2010


IUI #1 with Bravelle 2/10 – BFN


IUI #2 with Bravelle 3/10 – trying to keep positive it will work.


 


Katrina


 

Me ~ 31  DH ~ 33  TTC #1 since August 2002. Dealing with mild Endo, PCOS, D

iVillage Member
Registered: 07-30-2009
In reply to: ruonaka
Mon, 03-08-2010 - 10:37am

Oh Katrina, I'm so sorry. That really is heartbreaking. Does he have any explanation why the follicles aren't developing beyond a certain point?

I don't blame you for not going to work. Take the time you need at home away from all the reminders. Many hugs.

 

Kelly

I'm 38, DH is 42 and we are TTC #1. We've had 3 unexplained miscarriages and a bout with Asherman's Syndrome but we're determined.

BFP #4! - 1/
iVillage Member
Registered: 02-11-2008
In reply to: ruonaka
Mon, 03-08-2010 - 11:29am
Katrina, I'm so sorry you're in this position.

Isabel
Mom to Sebastian Robert after 3+ years of infertility

iVillage Member
Registered: 11-10-2008
In reply to: ruonaka
Mon, 03-08-2010 - 11:54am

Katrina,


There's not much I can say, except that I feel for you. No one should have to go through this. I hope things start looking up sooner than you think! ((hugs))


Ana

 


 


iVillage Member
Registered: 06-26-2007
In reply to: ruonaka
Mon, 03-08-2010 - 4:57pm

Katrina,

I am so sorry to hear that the u/s didn't show any improvement.

I totally understand about not going to work. It can be so hard to concentrate and worry about possibly start to get upset and cry while at work. This is a lot to deal with, and take all the time you need to get through it.



Kathleen - TTC #1 since September 2006 (Me - 31, DH - 32). Always remembering our 3 angels.


January 2008 - Chemical P/G, April 2008 - M/C at about 7 weeks, June 2008 - Blighted Ovum


May 2009 - diagnosed Low Protein S and Hetero MTHFR - Baby aspirin, Lovenex

iVillage Member
Registered: 10-31-2008
In reply to: ruonaka
Mon, 03-08-2010 - 4:59pm

Katrina I'm sorry things are not looking good for this IUI.

~Christine~


TTC since 6/2007. 
IVF #1 Jan 2009 - BFN
IVF# 2  April 2009 - BFN
IVF# 3 July

iVillage Member
Registered: 11-07-2008
In reply to: ruonaka
Mon, 03-08-2010 - 7:32pm

Katrina, I'm sorry


Photobucket