I don't believe anymore
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|Tue, 01-06-2009 - 6:51pm|
I am in the 2WW with another week to go before I POAS but I don't believe I will ever see a BFP anymore. I feel as if I am doomed for failure no matter what and I'm very depressed about it. This is on top of not getting a promotion that was promised to me back in September that should have taken effect as of January 1st. I feel very down on myself and like I can't succeed at the two things that a 21st century woman is supposed to do: 1) Do well professionally and 2) fulfill my biological imperative.
I have called a therapist whom I hope to see soon but in the meantime I need to share with you guys. Thanks.
34 years old, Dh is 38; TTC 16 months. DX - hormonal irregularities but was told by two REs that I will get pg one day soon; did 3 Clomid-IUI cycles- #1 BFN; #2 chemical pregnancy; #3 BFP but lost it immediately. Now doing acupuncture and herbs for a natural, unmedicated cycle, but I am taking lots of supplementation including estrogen in a patch, progesterone suppositories, prescription folic acid and baby aspirin.