I got to let it out!
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|Mon, 12-22-2008 - 1:27pm|
I was at a baby shower yesterday for a friend of mine that is due a few weeks before I was due. The minute I walked thought the door I wanted to leave. Wow was that clock was my friend. It got so uncomfortable I went to the bathroom to take a breath and almost cried. I was embarrassed.
I felt bad because I felt like I was being selfish but I couldnâ€™t help it. She just got married and no problems pop! she pregos, when we both found out we were prego at the same time, we were on the phone all the time, read the same book together, share prego news and stuff then, pop! I loose mine. Iâ€™ve been trying for 4 years and I canâ€™t take this anymore!!! Like really I canâ€™t! I was fine until yesterday. If one more person I know has a baby before me I will die! I canâ€™t do this again! I canâ€™t fake my emotions, any happiness I had for everyone else has been exhausted. I have no more left happiness left.