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|Sun, 06-14-2009 - 12:00pm|
I'm such a positivie person by nature, I always see the glass half full. But, now after 13 failed cycles and no explanation as to why, I am becoming so sad and feeling so hopeless. This is the hardest thing to go through. I can only be so strong for so long. I don't know how so many of you on here have been going through this for years....you are so strong. We all deserve to be mothers....
So now I'm at a crossroads....I think DH and I are going to take a break for a month or so. Part of me really looks forward to not waking up at the crack of dawn for BW an US, taking pills, giving myself shots.....but part of me feels like I don't want to miss a month. I just don't what what to do. If we take off a month and try au naturale and fail, then to start IVF, I have to be on BCP for a month and so it's like taking two months off. I wish I could just stop obsessing about a timeline, but it is so hard. For those of you who have taken breaks, are you happy you did or do you regret the loss of time?
Thanks for being here for me. I truely don't know who else (besides DH, of course) I would turn to during these low moments. Thank you for making me feel not alone and truly understanding what I am going through. I don't know anyone IRL that is going through IF right now so this board helps me so much.