not able to cope with PG friends/family!

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Registered: 12-19-2009
not able to cope with PG friends/family!
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Tue, 05-04-2010 - 2:15pm

I don't know if I am just incredibly self-centred and selfish or if it is normal to find it incredibly difficult to deal with the pregnancies of friends and families.

I can't stop getting weepy every time someone else makes an announcement. Each 'wonderful news' moment feels like a pile drive.

I am now in my early thirties. My own school and university friends all seem to have had kids years ago. Now it is younger siblings, cousins, colleagues and friends who are pregnant.

I can't cope with the weekly photo updates of growing bumps, the daily staffroom discussion about kids and babies, or the 'wonderful news' phone calls and e-mails.

I am feeling so isolated. The only think women my age seem to talk about is babies and kids. I feel like there is this essential club I will never belong to. I cannot join in the conversation, and they seem unable to discuss anything else.

Every month, when my period comes yet again, I have to manage to pull myself together and get myself to work - inevitably, it seems that I run straight into a PG colleague swapping stories with other mums.

I sobbed after hanging up the phone when my younger brother announced they were PG. My husband found me crying and accused me of being selfish - but I just couldn't cope with another reinforcement of my failings. They are now due this week and I am at an absolute low.

Even when friends and family know some of the struggles we are going through, I can't help but feel a complete lack of sensitivity. I have been isolating myself more and more from everyone.

My husband and I went for a spa break this past weekend, hoping for some couple time and some quiet. We were surrounded by families with babies and young kids. I wanted to scream.

Is it normal for me to feel this way? When I try to detach from my emotions, I know I must seem like a really selfish person.

Does anyone else find it really hard to cope with other people's pregnancies? Does anyone have coping strategies that help them deal with this?

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Registered: 06-25-2002
Wed, 06-16-2010 - 8:01pm
I totally understand...a good friend of mine is PG (we started trying at around the same time).

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BFP December 14th, 2009 :)


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Registered: 10-26-2005
Mon, 06-07-2010 - 9:45am

I can completely relate to the issues with co-workers being pregnant. My department at of a total of about 40 people 6 are pregnant or recently had their baby. I have heard nothing for the last year about babies and groans and moans. There were days I had to leave work because I was so upset and sick to my stomach. They have a board with all the pictures and due dates of the babies. It is really hard to digest. I know it is not their fault I feel this way and I want to be happy for them but I can't.


For me I aviod them as much as I can. Looking at them is a constant reminder of what I do not have. I wish I could tell you there is an easy way to deal with pregnant co-workers but I have not found it yet. I just keep telling myself that 1 day it will be me and with every ache I will enjoy it more and it will mean more to me knowing the struggles I went through.


I wish you the best and know that all of us are hear for support.

Me ~ 31  DH ~ 33  TTC #1 since August 2002. Dealing with mild Endo, PCOS, D

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Sun, 06-06-2010 - 4:01am
I am new to the message boards, but I feel your pain too. Its so hard being around pregnant people that are pregnant at the drop of a hat. I am having difficulty dealing also. The only thing that has seemed to help a little is talking with my girlfriends. They have kids but seem to understand or atleast listen to me. Whether it is me griping, crying, or mad, sometimes just
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Sat, 06-05-2010 - 7:03pm

First, I think we have to distinguish what it is we're feeling when we have these feelings of negativity over another woman's pregnancy.

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Registered: 08-20-2009
Mon, 05-10-2010 - 11:15pm


Hello kf379- I'm sorry you are going through this. I also have a few colleagues expecting babies, and I found out this week-end that my cousin's girlfriend is "accidentally" pg. She already has 2 children by 2 different men, and my cousin already has 2 children. They get pg accidentally and I've basically committed my entire being into getting pg, to no avail! I wish so much that I had some advice for you, but I'm afraid I just have sympathy. I try to avoid them as much as possible, but that's of course not possible all the time. My wonderful partner cheers me up when he reminds me that someday it will be us making baby announcements, and that when we are finally expecting, we will know what a blessing it is and the disappointments of TTC will dissolve. I just get scared that we won't ever be the pg couple, but I am trying to keep the faith. Maybe when you see your pg colleagues you can take a moment or two to imagine getting a BFP or seeing a heartbeat on the ultrasound screen. Hang in there- I know it is very hard.

Andrea

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Registered: 05-10-2010
Mon, 05-10-2010 - 9:13pm
Hello,
I found this site to try to help me cope with these same exact feelings that you had mentioned. It is so hard to hear co workers and friends or family stating there pregnant or expecting. I say congratulations to them but on the inside I am crying and hurt that I can't seem to ever experience that feeling of being pregnant.
I think I get upset to when I hear people complain about being pregnant at work. It is so hard to tune them out some days. I feel like saying well it least you have a kid or you are pregnant. I don;t ever really say it, but some times I am thinking it.
I am trying to figure out how to cope with this also, since it seems we have been trying for 3-4 years. We did some infertility work up but I don;t really want the stress of doing IVF and shots. Plus it also runs into a lot of money too. I just wish when people knew when they brag or complain about being pregnant that they need to consider who may be overhearing them. That someone else is having a hard time trying to get pregnant and to be considerate some times.
If anybody also has any coping mechanisms to get through work with 2 or 3 pregnant co workers please let me know.
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Registered: 08-20-2009
Tue, 05-04-2010 - 11:49pm

You are not alone in this! I am probably going to take a break from facebook because all I see are pg announcements, u/s pictures, complaints about morning sickness or overdue babies, and birth pictures. I am happy for all of them, but it makes me feel sadder for myself. Selfish? I don't know, and frankly, I don't care. I waited a long time to start my family only to find out it is going to be harder than I anticipated. I deserve to feel down about that. My partner gets frustrated with me when I get upset about new pg announcements. When I tell him that there was another pg announcement on facebook or email, he says, "well, yes, women do get pg." He then reminds me that someday I will get to post about it. I hope he is right, but sometimes, in my darkest days of TTC, I wonder if he is...

I'm sorry you are struggling with this. I hope it feels better to know that lots of us feel your pain. Don't get me started about the approaching Mother's Day reminders that I am not a mother...

Andrea

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Registered: 04-12-2010
Tue, 05-04-2010 - 9:07pm

I very much understand where you are coming from. My little sister ended up pregnant by accident when her BC failed. The worst part was

Dixie

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Registered: 11-07-2008
Tue, 05-04-2010 - 8:33pm

It is completely normal how you feel. Hearing pregnancy announcements can be so difficult, especially when it seems everyone in our lives is announcing one without an ounce of struggle. You're not selfish at all, it's natural to feel sad for yourself that you are not experiencing the same joy as those people announcing their pregnancy, especially when you've been waiting and hoping for so long. I know the baby talk at work can feel overwhelming too, especially because there isn't as easy an escape from it .

As far as coping strategies, protect yourself when you can. If there is a situation, like a baby shower for instance, that you find is going to be especially difficult, don't be afraid to take care of yourself and politely decline. Unfortunately, it's not as easy to get away from baby talk & baby bellies at work. If I was ever having a day when I knew I couldn't take the baby talk, I would try to keep myself busy with other work away from the group, so that it didn't appear rude to co-workers, but I didn't have to stay during the conversation. I know that may not be as easy in some offices though.

Another good strategy is to come here and vent as much as you need to. We're here to listen and you're always find understanding. You're not selfish. ((Hugs))

Me (30), DH (30)


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Registered: 07-30-2009
Tue, 05-04-2010 - 4:55pm
You are so normal and not even in the slightest bit selfish! And sometimes our DH's just don't understand which is why it's great this place exists, you can vent here all you want.

 

Kelly

I'm 38, DH is 42 and we are TTC #1. We've had 3 unexplained miscarriages and a bout with Asherman's Syndrome but we're determined.

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