Not my month :(

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Not my month :(
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Thu, 04-14-2011 - 10:43pm

12dpo and BFN. Starting to see very

Me ~ 31  DH ~ 33  TTC #1 since August 2002. Dealing with mild Endo, PCOS, D

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Sat, 04-16-2011 - 9:25am

Heather it is really expensive here in NDfor fertility. I would love to only pay 1000.00 for a transfer. We have discussed transferring to another clinic in another state that is cheaper to give us more oppertunities. The problem

Me ~ 31  DH ~ 33  TTC #1 since August 2002. Dealing with mild Endo, PCOS, D

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Fri, 04-15-2011 - 6:33pm

Hi Katrina,

I'm sorry this wasn't your month too.

~ Meron born 12-09-11 after 3 1/2 years of TTC, IUIs and IVF.
~ #2 on the way(!) and due 06-06-13.

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Fri, 04-15-2011 - 5:45pm
Hey Katrina, I'm sorry things aren't looking too good right now. However, on the bright side you have so many ice babies and you have the money for one more cycle. That sounds like good news to me. Sending lots of cyber hugs your way and baby dust for your next FET.

Amanda

Me - (Amanda 27) My dh-- 26 We have been ttc # 1 for 3yrs 5mths My dh has severe oligospermia, Ivf with icsi is our only option. Ivf # 1--- failed Ivf # 2--- failed Ivf # 3-- hopefully in March 2013 at a new clinic!

 

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Fri, 04-15-2011 - 1:23pm

Thanks ladies for your support. AF is on her way. This rollercoaster just plain sucks!!! I was real hopeful this month since my body was doing what it was suppose to do. I am trying to stay positive that I will be able to conceive natural. I think I am hesitant to go through another FET in fear it will end like last time. Some days it is really hard to push through the emotions and try again. I just hope fate is in our deck of cards to complete my family. MY DH is so positive and keeps telling me we will have our baby. I hate to look into his eyes and think I am not sure if it will happen. He wants one of is own so bad and it hurts I cannot give that to him.

On a plus note my cycle has gone from every 3-4 months to 45 days and now this cycle will be 35. I think the vitex and weight loss is making an improvement and it not I feel good about my weight loss. I have dropped 3 pants size and cannot remmember when I was able to put on a size 16. I am thinking before I had mh DD 14 years ago. Before DD I was a whopping 135lbs. I know I will not get back to being that little but would like to be at 150. I have 80lbs to go by the end of the year unless I get pg.

Me ~ 31  DH ~ 33  TTC #1 since August 2002. Dealing with mild Endo, PCOS, D

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Fri, 04-15-2011 - 12:15pm

I'm so sorry, Katrina. My thoughts are with you!

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Fri, 04-15-2011 - 9:55am

Oh Katrina I am so sorry. I had so wanted you to get that BFP. This cycle though was looking better then last so perhaps the next one will bring the definate magic.

My heart goes out to you either way. Many hugs.

Dixie

"Even miracles take a little time." ~ Fairy Godmother: Cinderella

TTC since April 2009

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Thu, 04-14-2011 - 10:57pm

Sorry..this is not your month and that your struggle has been so long. I felt the same way about this month too now feel completely crushed and angry with the world. Sending you

Me 37, DH 40 m/c Dec 2005 m/c Nov. 2007 TTC first child since July 2009 Clomid - two rounds started March 100mg