OMG what a trip!!!

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Registered: 05-20-2008
OMG what a trip!!!
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Sun, 11-09-2008 - 1:39pm

So, the whole point of going to FL for the weekend was to get away from everything.  My sister just having her baby in particular and getting away from TTC (IF) world.  Flying with a cold or whatever this is/was was terrible, I could feel the presure in my head, our flight was delayed, and DH didn't ask for directions on how to get to the hotel.  Friday was great (minus me being grumpy in the morning)!!  We went to the beach, swam in the ocean, and a few other FL things.  Well DH goes to the rehearsal and he was going to pick me back up before the dinner.  Well he come into the hotel room and says, "I have to tell you something.  __________ and his wife are pregnant." I am going to leave out the words I was thinking.  I was just joking with DH about them and wondering if they were TTC.  I really need to learn how to keep my mouth shut because with friends and family I say their name and THEY get pregnant NOT ME!!!  I have to say at that point my mood was ruined.  Then we get to the dinner I am trying my hardest to compose myself and first thing I see walking into the restraunt are two 5 month pregnant mothers.  They are taking pictures with their DH's and holding their beautiful pregnant bellies.  Normally I would be ok with this but with the earlier blow of friends pregnant it was too much.  I told DH to go get me a drink.  Well the kicker about these two pregnant ladies is they were the wives to the grooms two BFFs from HS.  SO THEY WERE EVERY WHERE!!!  They also wanted us to go have lunch with them on Saturday before the wedding and I told DH there is no way I can do that.  Ok back to rehearsal dinner, well after they finally seated the party i realized that were giving us free wine.  Well I was feeling terrible (poor me) so I did the only thing I could think of.  I filled myself with liquid courage.  Poor DH had to deal with me, he said he was torn because he knew why I was doing it.  I tend to be a very loud person when I have a little to much beverage. 


Saturday was wedding day.  Well we got to the church right on time.  I got to talk to one of the wives of the brass emsemble that was playing.  Of course the topic of children came up, and my response now is, "when the good lord blesses us"  thank goodnesss she left that one alone.  Then right before the preludes started we went to go sit down.  Well guess who were handing out programs.  None other then the two perfectly 5 month pregnant mommies.  They were telling the other girl how their due dates were the same week.  BLAH!!!  It is soo terrible that I can't be happy for them.  Wedding was beautiful!!  Well as the dinner was ending I was feeling bad that I hadn't talk to these ladies because under any normal situation I would but I just couldn't do it this time.  I really felt terrible that I had avoided them through out this entire weekend. 


Thank you God for DH because I was not the most fun to be around this weekend.  I was an emotional wreck with a cold(or whatever it is).  I am so glad to be home where there are no pregnant bellies tanting me.  Maybe it is the 2 1/2 year mark that is haunting me or a new nephew.  I am so ready to have my life change and have someone call me MOM.

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Registered: 05-19-2008
Sun, 11-09-2008 - 2:50pm
Oh Susan!!!! I wish we all could have been there to sit with you and drink the free wine :(
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Registered: 01-08-2008
Sun, 11-09-2008 - 3:04pm

oh susan,

((((((hugs)))))) what a horrible situation! when i've been in similar situations, i've just gone into shock and then completely fallen apart afterwards. i hope those pg women were really jealous of your freedom to drink and the way you looked in your dress!!!!! i know how ready you are for this, and you so deserve it. i'm glad you're back home in the safety of your home.

ana


TTC since Sept '06. Diagnosed w/ PCOS, DH diagnosed with azoospermia Dec '06, TESA Mar '07
IVF/ICSI/AZH#1 Aug'07, BFN (6 usable eggs, 5 embies, 2 transferred, 1st beta=18, 2nd beta=12, 0 made it to blast to freeze)
IVF/ICSI#2:retrieval Nov'07 (w/ fresh TESA), FET sched Jan'08, no embryos to transfer (23 usable eggs, 12 embies, 0 made it to transfer)
IVF/ICSI#3: retrieval Mar'08, FET May'08, BFN (13 usable eggs, 7 fertilized w/ DH sperm= 0 blasts, 6 fertlized w/ DS=3 blasts, all 3 transferred, 1st beta=74, 2nd beta=64, 3rd beta=42)
1st cycle IUI/clomid/donor sperm postponed due to lack of follicular growth on 100mg clomidx5days.

ana

mom to beautiful baby lia.
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Registered: 05-20-2008
Sun, 11-09-2008 - 3:25pm
OMG Ana at least I can say I looked hot.
  

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Registered: 11-07-2008
Sun, 11-09-2008 - 4:09pm

Susan I'm so sorry to hear about your trip.


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Registered: 05-20-2008
Sun, 11-09-2008 - 4:23pm
Thank you so much Grace.
  

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Registered: 10-31-2008
Sun, 11-09-2008 - 7:24pm

Hey Susan,


Glad you are home safe and sound away from the Pregger Twins.

~Christine~


TTC since 6/2007. 
IVF #1 Jan 2009 - BFN
IVF# 2  April 2009 - BFN
IVF# 3 July

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Registered: 01-08-2008
Sun, 11-09-2008 - 8:19pm
denise richards is the MODEL that was married to charlie sheen. totally beautiful! i hope those ladies were really jealous...

ana


TTC since Sept '06. Diagnosed w/ PCOS, DH diagnosed with azoospermia Dec '06, TESA Mar '07
IVF/ICSI/AZH#1 Aug'07, BFN (6 usable eggs, 5 embies, 2 transferred, 1st beta=18, 2nd beta=12, 0 made it to blast to freeze)
IVF/ICSI#2:retrieval Nov'07 (w/ fresh TESA), FET sched Jan'08, no embryos to transfer (23 usable eggs, 12 embies, 0 made it to transfer)
IVF/ICSI#3: retrieval Mar'08, FET May'08, BFN (13 usable eggs, 7 fertilized w/ DH sperm= 0 blasts, 6 fertlized w/ DS=3 blasts, all 3 transferred, 1st beta=74, 2nd beta=64, 3rd beta=42)
1st cycle IUI/clomid/donor sperm postponed due to lack of follicular growth on 100mg clomidx5days.

ana

mom to beautiful baby lia.
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Registered: 06-28-2008
Sun, 11-09-2008 - 8:48pm
OH Susan, life is just not fair ((((((((HUGS)))))))) I'm sorry that your getaway wasn't such a get away.
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Registered: 10-31-2008
Sun, 11-09-2008 - 9:51pm
Oh Susan, I am so sorry your weekend getaway wasnt as much of a getaway as you wanted.

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Mon, 11-10-2008 - 4:51am
I am so sorry(((HUGS)))

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