Update

So it has been almost 2 weeks since I found out we lost our precious LO and I can say the pain is still deep. I do not know how to move on past this feeling. I feel so guilty and responsible for losing our baby. I walk around as if I am there but really I am not. I have no holiday cheer and it is not fair to my 13yr old. I never knew how much losing a baby could hurt. I know in time I will feel better. Yesterday I made a memorial necklace to honor our lost baby. I wanted something that would remind me everyday I have an angel by my side. I have included a picture for everyone to see. The stones are the birthstones of the month we found out we were pregnant, the month we lost the baby, and the month the baby was due. The angel hangs from the birthstones of when we lost the baby.