When will the torture stop?
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|Mon, 10-26-2009 - 9:50am|
I know I haven't been around much. Work is a little hectic with a Manuscript on my research due at the end of this week. YIKES. But I am thinking of you all all the time. I pray for each one of us to finally see the happy ending to this awful journey.
Anyway, I just have to say IF sucks, and I am tired of all the reminders it gives us. My little BIL called last night. As soon as I heard his voice I knew what the news was. The are expecting again! Their first just turned one in July. They are due in May. I was fine with it... at least this year he didn't call on Christmas day to tell us this. Actually last night I could care less as long as he doesn't take my baby names and does ask us to be God parents. This is the BIL some of you might remember that named their Dog Daisy. We had Daisy picked as our daughters name. Then with their first child they took the name Emil (DHs grandfathers name) which we were going to name our son's middle name. And what burned us was BIL knew DH wanted to used grandpa's name.
This am I started my usual 12DPO spotting indicating AF will be here in 2-4 days. So now my heart is just sinking with BIL news.
Well back to my writing. Love and P&PT to all of you.
"Keep your face to the sunshine and you cannot see the shadows" - Helen Keller
DH (34) and me (33). Been together since March 1994, Married in September 1999. TTC since November 2001.
DX: Graves Disease->hypothyroidism and functional ovarian cysts or unexplained ovarian dystfunction. BW: CD3 FSH 9.8, LH 3.4, estradial <10. CD21 Progesterone: 9.9. DH DX: can seed an army. Last SA was 70mil/mL with 60% motility.
Rx: Femara/ovidrel/IUI, Acupuncture, TCM fertility diet and soon Reiki.
Suppliments: prenatals, EPO (CD1-->O) , baby asprin (CD21--->), fish oil
Currently: Good Ole Fashioned Lovin and Praryers lots of prayers.