i want a pinpal...

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Sat, 09-15-2007 - 10:58pm

or something like that. i feel as if to all my family and friends i am always complaining and having bad days i would love to have some one who understands and wil also vent to me some times so i feel as if i am atleast helping somone. does anyone else feel like this. just one person who you could call and just vent to or cry with i mean i love my husband dearly but he isn't as emotional or depressed as i am. i just feel i am making everyone else upset or something. no one in my family understand every one gets pregnant fine everyone has ooops pregnancies or they can say i want to be pregnant in august and do it! it just isnt fair. see i feel like i am just always mad always venting always depressed. and i feel all alone!

Loving wife since March 26, 2005!

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Sun, 09-30-2007 - 10:53pm

Hey ladies,


Julie

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Sun, 09-30-2007 - 10:57pm

I am sorry to hear about your niece. that would be so tough to want a baby and your husband say no. That makes me so sad for her. Lately I have been singing the song "in his time" just to calm me down and help me stay focused! Very calming to me I just repeat it sometimes to just make myself feel better. that might be really cheesy but it works!

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Sun, 09-30-2007 - 11:01pm
Haha Julie we posted at the same time! just to warn you the dong quai smells so bad but you can't taste it just beware when you first open it! lol

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Tue, 10-02-2007 - 1:00am

how are you all doing? We bought our vitamins today. I decided to go with Vitez and Black Cohosh. My fertility book suggested it and it sounds like it might have more benefits for me than the don quai. We got dh some q10 and i found the name of another supplement made with tree bark from france. it is supposed really help the sperm in as little as 90days. It also is good for his heart,and diabetes. I am really excited and hope that all this pays off. Dh and I even started a food journal today to make sure we get the proper amount of vitamins without having to add a bunch of supplements. Plus it should help us with our diet as well.


The bad news is today i broke my front tooth and so I have to go to TJ tommorrow to get it fixed. It really hurts and I am really afraid of how much it is gonna cost. So I worry that my foster care will have be put off for yet another month.


Guess we will see tommorrow what they say.


ok take care ladies hope you all had a good day,


julie

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Tue, 10-02-2007 - 10:00am

Hello ladies,


Julie sorry to hear about your tooth! That doesn't sound like fun at all. I might look into black cohosh i have never heard of it! I think I will have to wait 2 more cycles before I can start fertility treatments so I am hoping that I will not have to them! yikes I am scared lol.


Loving wife since March 26, 2005!

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Tue, 10-02-2007 - 10:18am
Can you tell me about IUI's also incase I have to do that I want to know.....why am I so scared about this? The fertility center is making me nervous!

Loving wife since 5/26/05


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Dreaming of a baby


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*My first angel left us on 4/16/06*


Foster mom to 2 wonderful boys!

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Tue, 10-02-2007 - 5:12pm

hey we thought this was interesting so i thought i would pass it on http://www.associatedcontent.com/article/143550/ultimate_reproductive_guide_women_and.html?page=2

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Tue, 10-02-2007 - 9:41pm

well I am sorry I didn't get home in time to give you a ring tonite regarding the IUI. I will call you or you can call me tommorrow and I will be happy to fill you in on my experience. Don't be to scared they really aren't terrible. I am more terrified of IVF.


I am not feeling 100% tonite we spent the better part of the day in tijuana trying to get my tooth fixed. They had to work on one and put in a temporary filling. If by the 20th I am doing ok and no pain then I won't need a root canal or crown. They will just go back an put in two fillings in the front. If I get more pain then that will mean a root canal and crown. I am hoping for the filling that would mean less $$. If no crown I can take my next foster after the 20th. If we have to go with the crown then that means no foster until mid november. I'm not in pain right now so that is good. All the numbess is gone and I am feeling ok. The only thing right now is I ate to much at dinner because I hadn't eaten all day. So now my tummy hurts, also because I get so tense at the dentist my body is aching. So I heading off to a nice hot bubble bath and bed to rest.


Hope everyone had a nice day. Talk to you tommorrow.


P.s. I have a computer program ovusoft I use for my charting but I will look into the other site tommorrow. I will let you know what I find.


Julie

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Wed, 10-03-2007 - 11:27am

hey julie


I hope your tooth gets better and you don't need anymore done! That doesn't seem like fun at all. I had to turn down a placement the other day. They wanted me to take another 2 year old and I as like uhh no no more 2 year olds buti still felt horrible! I am hoping so bad that I get pregnant. my temps have been so weird this month. Ohh well. I hope all goes well. I will be doing nothing all day so cal me any time. OK talk to you later.


Janis


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Wed, 10-03-2007 - 8:07pm

well ladies I hope your days have been good. It was nice talking to you Janis today. I got some housework done, and I am ready for a girls night with my niece. My tooth isn't hurting so I am thinking it will be a filling and not the crown. Thank goodness.


That means I can try to do dh into the foster care before the 20th. Well if he doesn't agree at least I know after the 20th I am ok. He said it would be fine then.


Janis I sure hope that you get a call for an infant they are so much fun. I was gonna tell you that today. Also I know how hard it is to say no to those placement calls. They really get you with the background and stuff pulling at your heart strings. Me and dh have a rule if our gut says no then we don't take the placement. We also have to agree on any child entering our home. It keeps me from saying yes to every child they call on. I always tell them I think it will be a yes but let me call my husband first and I will call you back. That gives me time to think it through and he is my sounding board. Of course I sometimes still worry what will happen to them when I say no. I have hope that god and his many angels will place that child in another good home. I keep a log of every call we get even if we say no.


So look at this way that baby girl went to another loving foster couple who needed her for now. We said no to 2 placements before taking on our first infant girl and she was truely our angel. She is why I love foster care and why I know I can be a mom. Just like those twins have been your angels.


Ok well enough sap. hey will you send me your chart for fertilty friend so I can see what yours looks like compared to my puney three day adventure.


Always the aunt, hope you are doing well. keep in touch ok. Let us know how it is going.


Talk to you ladies later


julie


ps janis did you create a signature line with your info for here or do you type it every time


Julie

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