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| Sat, 09-15-2007 - 10:58pm |
or something like that. i feel as if to all my family and friends i am always complaining and having bad days i would love to have some one who understands and wil also vent to me some times so i feel as if i am atleast helping somone. does anyone else feel like this. just one person who you could call and just vent to or cry with i mean i love my husband dearly but he isn't as emotional or depressed as i am. i just feel i am making everyone else upset or something. no one in my family understand every one gets pregnant fine everyone has ooops pregnancies or they can say i want to be pregnant in august and do it! it just isnt fair. see i feel like i am just always mad always venting always depressed. and i feel all alone!

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Hello hello!
Well I hope you have a fun girls night out! That sounds like a blast! I had a godo time talking to you also! Idon't know how long we talked though.
The boys have been fighting all day and I am getting stressed! LOL they need to go to bed. But I do love these little boys. It was so hard turning down that placement and we are the same I would say yes to every kid they called me about but tony keeps my head straight! LOL I do wonder where she went. she was going to be put up for adoption so i think that was another reason i wanted her so bad. I wanted to adopt her! But we still don't know what will happen with the boys so we couldn't end up with 3 kids all the sudden! I just typed in my signature. I started trying to do other things but it kept messing up so i just typed it in. My FF is http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/108530. Enjoy my bum charts! lol i always think they look hopeful and then nothing...so we will see. I have been cramping alot today but sometimes i think stress does that. These boys have been just diffrent since the last visitation. They started acting like the were when we first got them. It is tiring. Well ladies have a good night
Loving wife since March 26, 2005!
Girls Nite was fun, and sad, and fun and sad. You know how we women are can't help turinging a good thing into a cry fest. Or at least that is what my dh would say.
No really like I said when we talked I was hoping to clear some things up with her regarding my foster and her feelings since I know now she can't actively ttc. Well she reassured me that right now my foster doesn't hurt her but it that changes she will tell me so I can be sensitive to that. Then we discussed what I am doing over here with all my new obsessions over the herbs and charting. Also
Julie
Hello Ladies,
Julie
Well today is not one of my better days, certainly not the worst. I didn't find any thing out standing as far as herbs for my fsh. What i did find is the vitex which I am taking thanks to janis.
Julie
Ladies,
Julie
Julie,
Hey dear! I am glad you are doing better. I am going tocall your tomorrow so let me know when the best time is! I like the idea of wrinting a letter I might do that! I have had a rough couple days not really any thing i can help just feeling down in the dumps! But I think I am getting better.
Loving wife since March 26, 2005!
I posted my letter to my babies on myspace if you want to read my blog you can. Ok talk to you soon
i sent you myspace info on email. If you can't find me let me know I will see if I can find you again.
Julie
Julie
Hey julie and janis....
Miss talking to you two.
Loving wife since 3/26/05
Trying for Our dream
Dreaming of a baby
TTC#1 since 8/16/05
*My first angel left us on 4/16/06*
Foster mom to 2 wonderful boys!
Loving wife since March 26, 2005!
Hey Ladies,
Julie
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