Ready to go home!

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Registered: 05-20-2008
Ready to go home!
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Tue, 06-17-2008 - 5:44pm

I have only been here 3 1/2 hours and I have already broken down once.  What was I thinking buying my ticket for Tuesday not Friday.  I wish DH was here he is always so great at protecting me from all of this and keeping my spirits high.  Thank God for you wonderful ladies on this board, I wouldn't be able to do this without you.  I am counting my blessing even more now that I live so far away from all of this and not faced with it everyday.  I don't think I could handle it. 


I am going to do my best to focus on the wedding but it is hard when her belly is staring you in the face.  She is so great.  She even covered it up for me today.  I soooo badly want to be happy and excited for her but my heart aches so much.  I pray I get pregnant this cycle so I don't have to feel this way anymore. 


Lets hope that the rest of my family that doesn't know about our IF behaves themselves and doesn't ask us about babies because the last thing I want is my sister remember her wedding and me crying the whole time. (((HUGS))) to you all.


You girls are great!!!

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Registered: 06-02-2008
Tue, 06-17-2008 - 5:54pm
Hang in there! We are here for you. You are the best sister in the world and you are great to be there for her as hard as it may be. Thinking of you!
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Tue, 06-17-2008 - 6:57pm
Thinking of you!! I know how hard it is, believe me I know. But I bet you will love the baby. Much as I was jealous of my sister in law's pregnancies, my nieces are my everything and I feel blessed to have them in my life. Even though it won't be your baby, it will hopefully be someone new in your life to love. Hang in there -
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Tue, 06-17-2008 - 7:47pm
Hi, Susan!
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Tue, 06-17-2008 - 9:45pm

Thank you all for being so great.

  

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Tue, 06-17-2008 - 9:48pm

I know how hard to is to pretend to be happy when all you want to do is run away and curl up in a ball and cry your eyes out.....that was sweet of your sister to cover her belly but sometimes that makes me feel even worse because I hate that people have to be super sensitive around me.....it sucks to feel like no matter what anyone does you still feel like crap....I know that feeling all too well....


I have no advice, just wanted to let you know that I know what your feeling and how much it sucks


but at least if your crying at the wedding you can pass it off as crying because weddings make people cry


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Wed, 06-18-2008 - 12:06pm

Aw. Did you feel better after talking w/your mom? I always feel better after a good "cry fest". (I'm stealing that term from you! :) ) It's weird that things that you anticipate feeling upset about our around...sometimes you will and sometimes you won't. Then, things you don't anticipate feeling upset about will bring floods of tears.


(((Hugs))) to you! You're a great sister and I have all hopes that you're going to be a wonderful mom one day!

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Tracy, 28 - FXS Carrier/POF


DH, 28


One IVF w/PGD - BFN


Getting ready for IVF w/DE in Summer 2008 - Est ER/ET - June 25th/30th - Woo-hoo!!!


Please pray for our dear friends' Baby Rylin who is in very critical condition at Egleston Children's Hospital in Atlanta. Her lungs and heart are not working properly. Pray that she remains stable and that the treatment that the doctors are doing works. Find updates at http://messageboards.ivillage.com/n/mb/message.asp?webtag=iv-ppdonor&msg=15880.1&ctx=0 Thank you!


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Tracy, 28 - FXS Carrier/POF

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Wed, 06-18-2008 - 12:42pm

Thank you so much Tracy.

  

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Wed, 06-18-2008 - 1:34pm
Hang in there!

        

 
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Registered: 05-20-2008
Wed, 06-18-2008 - 6:45pm

Melinda,


Thank you so much for your kind words.

  

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Registered: 11-24-2007
Wed, 06-18-2008 - 9:37pm

Thanks! I like it here, too! :)


I guess I am different from most of the gals here and on the IVF boards, but all of us have the same problem...Making babies doesn't come as easy for us as it does most ppl...and the same goal...Have a baby. We're all in this together! (Ew...That put the High School Musical song kids used to bring to school in my head! LOL!)


You and your family will be better off for you having opened up to them. Now, relax and enjoy your trip!

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Tracy, 28 - FXS Carrier/POF


DH, 28


One IVF w/PGD - BFN


Getting ready for IVF w/DE in Summer 2008 - Est ER/ET - June 25th/30th - Woo-hoo!!!


Please pray for our dear friends' Baby Rylin who is in very critical condition at Egleston Children's Hospital in Atlanta. Her lungs and heart are not working properly. Pray that she remains stable and that the treatment that the doctors are doing works. Find updates at http://messageboards.ivillage.com/n/mb/message.asp?webtag=iv-ppdonor&msg=15880.1&ctx=0 Thank you!


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