want to just crawl in a ball

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Registered: 10-15-2007
want to just crawl in a ball
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Wed, 11-07-2007 - 11:29pm

So my husband just told me that his younger cousin is expecting. she still lives at home with her parents and is deeply religious and may be forced into marriage (yeah even still in 2007) and on one hand I feel for her so much because she has no life experience and her life is about to change so drastically but on the other hand I am so resentful and just feeling like why isnt that our baby? I am trying to remain hopeful and have faith that our time is coming but I don't know how I am going to make it through having to be up close and personal with her.


 


pray for me please

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Registered: 09-11-2006
Thu, 11-08-2007 - 6:00pm

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((tbenz2005))


I'm so very, very sorry.