not again??

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not again??
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Fri, 04-12-2013 - 12:47pm

We switched last year to DE and had 3 chemical pg's.  Just did another DE cycle, and while I got a bfp, my numbers and u/s are concerning.  Here is where I'm at (1 fresh blast trasferred):

beta #1 - 152   15dpo

beta #2 - 238   18dpo

beta #3 - 783   21dpo

beta # 4- 1831   24dpo

Had first u/s today (24dpo), and tech said "oh, we are measuring small...."; she said sac only measured 4w5d (around 4-5 mm) vs the 5w3d I should be based on transfer date; no yolk sac, etc. seen.  Given that my #'s were slow to start, and after the u/s today, I am freaking out, thinking maybe a blighted ovum??  I don't want to go through this again.  Going back on Monday for another u/s, but couldn't this just be a late implanter or something?  Based on your experiences, should I be really concerned at this point???  

Me: 36 DH: 35 TTC for 6 + years.  2007-2011: 3 fresh IVF and 2 FET with own eggs; all BFN.  2011-2012: Switched to DE; 3 chemical pg's.  2013: Moved to TX; starting DE cycle w/new RE.  

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Registered: 08-17-2007
In reply to: leighlv
Tue, 05-07-2013 - 12:05pm

No h/b today.  Going in later to talk to doc about d&c Cry

Me: 36 DH: 35 TTC for 6 + years.  2007-2011: 3 fresh IVF and 2 FET with own eggs; all BFN.  2011-2012: Switched to DE; 3 chemical pg's.  2013: Moved to TX; starting DE cycle w/new RE.  

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Registered: 08-26-2008
Tue, 05-07-2013 - 2:03pm

That is unbelievably heart breaking...I'm so sorry =(  Please feel free to vent here...or PM me.

Hugs,
Caryn

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Registered: 11-13-2008
In reply to: Cmmelissa
Wed, 05-08-2013 - 3:39pm

Oh no :(  I just have no words, I was so hoping that this one would be the one.  Sending you tons and tons of (((HUGS))), I wish I could do more for you.  We are here for you.  

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Registered: 08-17-2007
In reply to: leighlv
Thu, 05-09-2013 - 9:35pm

Thanks for all your kind words.  Had the d&c yesterday.  I was terrified but it wasn't too bad, was under anesthesia and then good pain drugs afterwards.  Not too much pain today either, so I'm grateful for that.  Hopefully we will get some answers from the pathology studies, those should come back in a week or so.  

Me: 36 DH: 35 TTC for 6 + years.  2007-2011: 3 fresh IVF and 2 FET with own eggs; all BFN.  2011-2012: Switched to DE; 3 chemical pg's.  2013: Moved to TX; starting DE cycle w/new RE.  

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Registered: 08-26-2008
Sat, 05-11-2013 - 11:26pm

Happy the D&C wasn't as bad as you thought it might be.  Hope the recovery is quick and the real healing can begin.  KUP on the pathology report, some answers would be nice.

Caryn

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