Wondering what is WRONG!!! (whiny)
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|Sun, 03-30-2003 - 12:44pm|
We've tried all sorts of patterns for Bding. Every day, every other day, only at ovulation, 3 days before O, 3 days after O, and every other combination you could imagine.
Today is cd 28, 11 dpo & even using my progesterone, I've started spotting and I'm feeling very crampy. I remember when PG with DS I was initially very crampy when AF was due, but never in any pregnancy (2 misc & DS) have I had implantation bleeding. So, realistically I know AF is knocking on the door.
Cry, Cry, Sob, Sob.... feeling very sorry for myself today. Trying, as I do each month, to pick myself up from the gutter of utter despair. I know all of you know exactly how I feel. Well, I know my Dr appt is in 2 weeks, but somehow it is not any consolation to me today. Even if he will prescribe Clomid, I will have to wait until next month because in 2 weeks I will already be in the middle of another cycle.
Part of me wants to throw my fertility monitor out the window or drown it in the swimming pool. The other part of me wants to start temping again and see if I can compare both methods to see if they agree.
Well, I'll probably end up trying to temp again. For as much as I'd like to strangle the maker of that fertility monitor, it was an awfully expensive investment so I should probably not give up on it yet.
Thanks for listening again to my blabbering. Sorry it got so long.