I Don't Know What to Think
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|Wed, 04-30-2008 - 1:36pm|
Last night I noticed that my belly is shrinking and I again noticed it today. I also noticed my pregnancy symptoms are subsiding. So, I decided to take a pregnancy test. I was horrified to see that the second line was hardly there at all. Then, I took a second test when I needed to pee again. It was an internet cheapie like the other one, but a different brand. The second line came up right away but it was more faint than the control line and more faint than the test I took a couple weeks ago. I'm a mess right now. I don't know what to think.
I told my dh and he laughed at me for taking a test in the first place. I broke down in the kitchen while he was getting ready for work. When we were leaving, he asked what was the matter and I just told him that I still have the migraine from yesterday... which was true. We didn't talk the whole drive to his job. When we got there, he asked why do I have to lie to him and to tell him what is going on. I didn't say a thing and he was pissed and stormed out of the car and went to work. I felt crushed because he laughed at me for taking a test and didn't take my feelings into account. I didn't feel he deserved to know anymore of what I was going through. Was I wrong to feel this way and shut him out?
I'm a mess right now. I don't know what to think or do right now.