Well, I'm not exactly TTC, but not preventing either.
Test! How can you not test? I understand you don't want to get your hopes up, and don't want to face the possible negative. But aren't you going crazy thinking about it? If you can put it out of your mind and not obsess about it, good for you. But if you think about it all day long, you should test. No sense torturing yourself thinking about it, when you can get an answer.
Lol, I test all the time! I test when I am on birth control, in case it failed. I test really early when I'm not on it. Negatives are horrible, but I never really believe them until AF shows up.
By the way... 4 days late. Wow. You have the will power of steel.
I finally told DH tonight. I had been holding off, because a) I wasn't sure what his reaction would be (he had been saying he didn't want any more kids "on purpose" har har, whatever that's supposed to mean) and b) I kept thinking AF would show at any moment. I went to the bathroom like 5 times today (which in itself is unusual...hmmm) expecting to see red, and NOTHING. Not even a tint.
Congrats!Have a happy and healthy nine months!! :)