CD 34 BFN... I need me some baby dust !
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|Thu, 09-15-2011 - 8:10am|
I'm very new here, this is my first post. I decided that whining to you is much cheaper than peeing on a stick twice a day...
So I used to have quite irregular periods, and then I went on BCP about 10 years ago. I have a 2.5 year old daughter and being an obsessive planner that I am, I decided to try and have a boy now. Got off the BCP around April and since then my AF has sort of stabilized, I guess. I forgot how freakin' painful my AF was when not on the pill. Anyway, I had my last @ on 8/13 and then I used OPK to try and BD on the ovulation day. I'm pretty sure it was 8/31, so 15 days ago.
I've been really sleepy and tired (I'm naturally lazy though so who knows if it can be considered a symptom) and lightheaded and very 'aware' of my boobs. I remember in first pregnancy my boobs were killing me, as in howl in pain. This time they're kind of tingly, or just letting me know they're here :) Like I said, the 4 AFs that came since I got off the pill I was in a lot of pain and very bloated. Not sure if my @ is delayed because of stress (but according to all the info I found online, @ should come 12-14 days after ovulation, it's the ovulation that can get delayed, correct?). Now that I think about it, the OPK was very faint, btu the EWCM came next day.
Anyway, I am stressing so much - I have been informed that I will most likely be getting a huge promotion in like a month, so if I'm not preggers now, I don't think I will try next month. I don't want to seem like I got preggers as soon as I was promoted, you know?
I am getting blood test today... but what if there's no hCG in it yet? My first pregnancy took forever to show on a urine test.
Ugh I hate the wait.
Please say something to make me feel better and/or distract me.