AF showed again

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Registered: 03-30-2006
AF showed again
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Wed, 09-23-2009 - 3:35pm
Yeah isnt it great posting that mother nature found my number! Wanted to say that I really thought I was you know expecting,then yesterday had some spotting and was looking all over the net for spotting can be a good thing but when I got up this morning it wasnt just spotting anymore. Kept sayin please dont start lol. PMS symptoms are just like freaking preg signs arent they. Tired,couldnt sleep.More hungry,Indegestion.I wanted to have a great anniversary present to give to my husband as on Fri.we will be married for 6 years! Im not taking BC, trying to do it the natural way of having our first.Seems like either the timing is off or that we have to go and get some help in this dept.I have to let it be,can't get discouraged right? Our time is coming I know it is.What can I do to increase our chances though? I just cant get worked up just becuz what I thought would be our time turned out that it wasnt.Sick of it getting worked up over hey it could be possible only to find out that I dont know what to look for.I told two friends and now feel like I am never telling anyone until I know for sure. Did not know TTC was so hard.I do my charting, I look on websites for info.I know way more than one should know about all of this.Were not actively trying,just letting nature take its course but wow,when are we going to experience starting our lil family?On to cycle million.Been together 7 years so thats how long we have been trying.So this was kind of a vent blog.Im almost 28 so thats why its just hurtful to see AF show up again.Thanks for reading this.Good Luck to those who do get their BFP!
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Registered: 09-23-2009
Wed, 09-23-2009 - 4:14pm
hi hunny I know how u feel! my husband and i have been married for 2 years and together for 7 years as well... We are not actively TTC but I certainly do keep track as we want to start a family too. Its just so frustrating because we too are 27-28.... and i don't want to be "old" having babies!!:) What keeps me going is faith but at times i kinda feel inadequate. In January 2005 we had an eptopic/tubal pregnancy that caused me to have to have almost like a c-section removal and nothing since then but late cycles now and then... Its like I hate to take HPT's because i know its not going to be the result i am looking for. I spend alot of time researching over the internet and think that I/we are going to need some help as well... im just afraid to spend the money not knowing if it will work. I normally don't respond to these posts, just browse but i seems like our situations are similar. Good luck to you hunnie.
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Registered: 09-10-2009
Wed, 09-23-2009 - 8:27pm
OMG I couldnt agree with you more! I too am on the rollar coaster of convincing myself this is our month only to find AF prove me incorrect. I havent told any of my friends that we are ttc and my husband doesnt know I am going more obsessed by the day. I just starting reading these blogs a couple of weeks ago and they have really helped! So any advice on how to make this happen would be greatly appreciated, because I am finding its not as easy as I thought it be!