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|Mon, 01-31-2011 - 11:36am|
I started having brown spotting last night. I was REALLY hoping it was late IB (AF is due tomorrow), but I still have it this morning so I'm thinking it's AF. Ugh - I'm so frustrated! I was so sure that since we started doing the IUI's at the Dr.'s office we'd get pg in no time, but this was our 2nd and it looks like it didn't work again. We have so many other things that we could use the money that we're spending on IUI's for; and now I'm wondering if there's something else wrong with me! My Dr. didn't see a problem when last month didn't work, and I'm starting to think doing the IUI's at home lost us time in more ways than one. I'm afraid my RE isn't going to do anything different for quite awhile because he thinks the reason it hasn't worked is that we were doing something wrong - which we may have been, but still! I want a baby, dammit! I'm so depressed (as I am every time she shows). I wanted to just stay in bed with the covers over my head and cry, but instead am at work & subjecting all my coworkers to my wonderful mood - lucky them. Thanks for letting me vent everyone... guess I'll move back down to "waiting to O".