Dammit.

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Registered: 01-17-2008
Dammit.
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Mon, 01-31-2011 - 11:36am

I started having brown spotting last night. I was REALLY hoping it was late IB (AF is due tomorrow), but I still have it this morning so I'm thinking it's AF. Ugh - I'm so frustrated! I was so sure that since we started doing the IUI's at the Dr.'s office we'd get pg in no time, but this was our 2nd and it looks like it didn't work again. We have so many other things that we could use the money that we're spending on IUI's for; and now I'm wondering if there's something else wrong with me! My Dr. didn't see a problem when last month didn't work, and I'm starting to think doing the IUI's at home lost us time in more ways than one. I'm afraid my RE isn't going to do anything different for quite awhile because he thinks the reason it hasn't worked is that we were doing something wrong - which we may have been, but still! I want a baby, dammit! I'm so depressed (as I am every time she shows). I wanted to just stay in bed with the covers over my head and cry, but instead am at work & subjecting all my coworkers to my wonderful mood - lucky them. Thanks for letting me vent everyone... guess I'll move back down to "waiting to O".

Tracie, proud 1st time Mommy to Jake! "Every saint has a past and every sinner has a future" - Oscar Wilde
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Registered: 12-14-2009
In reply to: doublegemini
Mon, 01-31-2011 - 12:06pm
:( Boo! I'm so very sorry! We all know how you're feeling right now. It's so crushing every single time. :( I'm really really sorry. *Big Hugs* I'm going to keep my fingers crossed that you'll be Thankful in November for a baby!

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Registered: 06-21-2006
In reply to: doublegemini
Mon, 01-31-2011 - 12:26pm

I am so sorry you feel like AF is coming.

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Registered: 01-18-2011
In reply to: doublegemini
Mon, 01-31-2011 - 2:26pm

I'm so sorry. :(

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Registered: 06-14-2010
In reply to: doublegemini
Mon, 01-31-2011 - 2:56pm

So sorry to hear! There still could be a chance though until you get bright red flow. My fingers are still crossed!

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Registered: 07-10-2008
In reply to: doublegemini
Mon, 01-31-2011 - 6:43pm
I HATE the dreaded brown spotting! I get it before AF, too. Such a dang buzz kill. I think mine's close to starting, too. I thought I barely saw some on the TP earlier and it just ticked me off.
Like they said...wait for the evil red stuff. Who knows...
Good luck!
 
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Registered: 01-17-2008
In reply to: doublegemini
Tue, 02-01-2011 - 10:04am

Thank you all so much for the kind words... it really helps.

Unfortunately late last night started bright red flow, and I called in yet another Clomid Rx this morning. The cramps are horrendous too, adding insult to injury! . This sucks. Oh well - I'll have my pity party today & get back on the TTC wagon tomorrow. Better luck to everyone else who's still in the wait

Tracie, proud 1st time Mommy to Jake! "Every saint has a past and every sinner has a future" - Oscar Wilde