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|Wed, 09-15-2010 - 9:34pm|
I really just have to vent about this and I know that the ladies here will understand how I'm feeling. I've been TTC since 2/09. I've been temping the last 4 months and I recently went to a RE, who ordered a SA for DH and an HSG for me. Everything went well, and all the results were normal. I'm waiting for Sat. to test for this month- the hsg was this cycle. Hopefully that opened the way, so to speak :) If that didn't and I'm not pregnant this cycle, the RE wants to start clomid. No problems there, other than the obvious no baby.
The issue is, I'm in my OB rotation in my nursing program. No one I talk to can really understand what it's like to have to take care of these mothers who are 20 and on their 4th child. I just want to shake them or yell at them when they return the baby to the nursery, because they 'need time to get themselves together'. I really don't know how to deal with this anymore. I'm so heartsick and frustrated with what's going on in my life, and then I have to take care of these women. I would give anything to have the option to say that (not that I would)or to be in their place. I have to go to the hospital again Saturday, and if my temp drops that morning, I don't know if I'll be able to handle it!
Thanks for reading an understanding, and giving me someplace to vent.