OK - let me start by saying I am in my 1WW.
You're not alone!
Hi Ladies, I am right there with you . This is our 5 month at TTC and is is very frustrating. I too was on a board last month with a lot if BFP. The first couple I was really excited for but as the number of BFP went up the worse it got for me. Don't get me wrong I am happy for all of them just really jealous. All I could think is when is it going to be my turn. I have 2 sons from a previous marriage and got pregnant with both of them on the first try. I never thought that it
Be comforted to know you are not alone!!
we have a cousin who just recently found out she was pregnant.
Oh ladies, I am right there with you. I just 5 minutes ago found out that my cousin (who got married a year ago) is expecting and having her u/s next week to find out if it is a boy or girl.
I completely understand the emotions you are all going thru. We have been trying for about a year for #2. The first time we had to take Clomid for it to work and once we got the dosage correct, I was pregnant that next cycle! Now this is cycle #4 on clomid with nothing... For the next 8 months I know (or work with) someone who is pregnant due to deliver - one each month. I fully expect someone to call me in a couple of weeks to announce they are due in March. It just fits the pattern. It is so difficult to maintain this balance of internal sadness (for me) and external joy (for all of my friends). I don't want to lessen their excitement in any way just because of my misfortunes.... I really am happy for them, its just difficult to show it. Make sense?