I am OVER this month!
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|Sat, 03-13-2010 - 7:52pm|
Stupid, stupid, stupid month. According to FF and when I felt O pain, I should be 17dpo. With a BFN. So either I'm not 17dpo, or my body is freaking nuts. Every other day FF takes away my CH, then puts them back. It is beyond ridiculous. I'm sick of my emotions going up and down this cycle. I know it's only cycle #5 this time around, but after 22 cycles to get my girls, then they both passed away in the NICU, I am ready for a baby that is healthy and that I can bring home from the hospital. But nooooo...stinking FF is being unhelpful/my body sucks. If AF is going to show, can't she just show now so I can freaking move forward? This whole thing is making me so stressed that I don't even want to BD anymore. And I really should continue to BD in the likely event that I didn't O yet. AHHHHHHHHHHH.
Thanks for listening, ladies. :)