I Just Have To Let It OUT!

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Registered: 03-06-2006

5	Tue, 01-26-2010 - 6:59pm

WOW......This is really difficult for me to do......but hear it goes...

I am 31

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waiting_to_implant

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Registered: 01-13-2010

In reply to: lasexypooh4ever

I Just Have To Let It OUT!

Wed, 01-27-2010 - 1:39am

It sounds like it took a lot for you to share that and I do appreciate your bravery. Give hubby more time. Maybe he will come around just when you least expect it! ;-) Keep the faith, keep trying. Good luck to you, hon.

Baby dust!!

Lilypie Trying to Conceive 21 to 37 day cycle tickers

talia82

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Registered: 11-13-2009

In reply to: lasexypooh4ever

I Just Have To Let It OUT!

Wed, 01-27-2010 - 10:03am

I had an early miscarriage in August and have been TTC again since October. Though DH wants a baby, he does NOT want to talk about the miscarriage (if I can't talk to HIM, then WHO?) and he gets performance anxiety when he feels too pressured/stressed about this. He's more of the "oh it'll happen!" type while I'm more OCD about it. He doesn't know I temp/chart (he's asleep that early in the a.m.) and he knows I have OPKs, but I never tell him when I use them/when they're positive. I'm also a POAS addict- with OPKs & HPTs. I'm trying to obsess less and test later though because the BFNs break my heart every time.

As hard as this all is, I feel like these boards, charting, temping and OPKs help me keep my sanity a little bit more. I feel more in control/proactive this way.

So sorry for your loss, and best of luck to you! Hope you get your baby soon :)

vlc79

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Registered: 12-30-2009

In reply to: lasexypooh4ever

I Just Have To Let It OUT!

Wed, 01-27-2010 - 12:07pm

All of this is so difificult and to add a difficult hubby and a miscarrige to it seems like too much! The day the the BFP shows up will make it all worth it though. Hang in there and come back to the boards often!!

Victoria

TTC since Jan of 09

Moving onto known DI Jan 2010