I think I am throwing in the towel!!!!!!
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|Sun, 09-18-2011 - 1:23am|
Well as I get closer to the 18 month mark I am realising that maybe we are just not ment to have another baby. It is heart breaking looking back as a little girl and dreaming of 4 kids...But after concieveing the 3 we have with little effort and now being that my husband and I are both in the best shape and weight since having our first child, we are puzzled as to why we cannot concieve. I have driven myself crazy for months charting and watching every little detail only to be devistated when AF shows. Everyone around me, including my sister, is coming up pregnant unplanned and I am ready to quit....So today I went through a ton of my baby stuff so that I can give it all to my sister. Both docs I have been to say they cant see anything wrong in my blood work and just wait 6 more months..I can't see if it hasnt happened yet what is going to change in the next 6 months. we are just wasting more time and I am at my end. I have, in the last few months, quit charting cause it was making me crazy. I am trying really hard not to worry and to relax. take some time for myself. So now I think I just need to move on and focus on something new for my life and if it happens it happens..
thank you for listening to my vent it does help to get your frustrations out from time to ime..lol
you ladies have been a huge support, I mostly lurk, but from time to time when I have posted you have been great. thank you...