I'm officially back too, 'Not Pregnant'

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I'm officially back too, 'Not Pregnant'
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Sat, 12-27-2008 - 11:54pm

Even though the digital I took this AM was still positive....I took one tonight and it told me I am now officially Not Pregnant. Not Anymore. It is very sad to see those two tests side by side and know I took them in the same day. I can't bear that the Pregnant one will fade away by tomorrow.

So I got to be pregnant for a week. What a week...feeling so exhilarated and then feeling so low.

But...I am grateful to have an answer finally, and not have to wait until Tuesday to get results of my blood test. (I was getting BFPs on digitals but all the others were BFNs). I'm a person who does not do well with not knowing...so at least I can now move forward.

I'm also grateful it happened early and not much later. I can't imagine the pain women go through who have a later miscarriage...this was only one week for me and the news was still setting in. My heart goes out to those of you who have lost your babies in the past.

Now I'm just waiting to start, I had a little bit of spotting today so hopefully it will start and be done with soon. I'm also hoping my body will be tricked into thinking it's a normal period so that I'll ovulate sooner than later. I should be able to start ttc right away, don't you think?

Anyway...thanks again for your support, I'll be seeing you all around. *hugs*

Nicole

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Ugh, I am so sorry!

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Registered: 09-02-2008

Nicole,

I am so sorry that this has happened to you. I hope that you heal quickly and that you are able to try again ASAP. HUGS.

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Nicole,

That is so unfair, I was really rooting for you.....if only beans could stick with will alone. :(

I also hope my body just gets back into a decent cycle asap so I can get on with TTC and hopefully get a sticky bean. This is the first time I've ever miscarried and I guess I was in the mentality that it happened to "other women". So, although I'm an upbeat person and quite level headed I've found myself with a teeny tiny worry this is the start of problems.

I've read and reread all the internet statistics that I can find on the chances of recurrent miscarriages but I'm trying not to obsess.

I really hope that you heal quickly and that you and I see our real sticky beans soon. We will, I just know it!

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Registered: 07-23-2008

Awww Nicole...
So sorry for your loss!
I've been there, and I agree that It can be worse to loose it after a longer time.
But it is a bummer anyway. I felt terrible, but the pain went away sooner than I expected.
After that, I kinda avoided testing early, cause I rather think AF was late.
I'm here If you need something.

You'll have a sticky super sticky pretty soon, you'll see :)

GL!!!

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I am so sorry. I hope you get a sticky bean very soon. (hugs)




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I am so sorry for you.
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I'm so sorry for your loss. May your next BFP be full of sticky goodness.




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