Just feeling sad today....

Well, it has been two weeks since AF showed after the chemical pregnancy. There is absolutely no sign of O. I usually o late - so not too surprised about that. I don't know....intellectually I know I should be looking at my beautiful five year old and thinking how lucky I am. And, I do do that quite often. But, lately all I can think about is "I would be 6 weeks....morning sickness would be setting in." It is frustrating since I have long cycles. I just want to be able to be pregnant already and push aside the fears that it won't work for me this time.