Just needed to vent

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Registered: 07-18-2009
Just needed to vent
Sat, 09-26-2009 - 9:48pm
I just got home from my nephews birthday party. Everything was great all night and I was having a great time. The typical everyone whining about their children not listening was a little hard to deal with so i just walked to another group of people. I was great until i was getting ready to leave and some more people just arrived and as I was saying goodbye they pointed to their daughter's belly (she just got married) and said "look!" She's due in April!!!
The punch to the stomach and the wind being sucked out of me is something that I am never quite prepared for. The fake smile and strained "congratulations" is something that is so difficult for me to do.

Me (36) DH (38)- me-unexplained IF/hypothyroid -DH-counts good, but volume is low; Married in 2006, off birth control pill. Started officially trying in March of 2009.
2 rounds clomid/ovidrel 2009, 1 round femara/iui, 2010, 2 rounds follistim/iui 2010. Weight loss surgery 2011.  Back to new RE 2012: HSG normal, AMH 0.43= DOR; IVF with microdose flare protocol in February 2013.  

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Registered: 08-12-2004
Sun, 09-27-2009 - 6:12pm

I am sorry!!