Sadly, I'm here again:(

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Registered: 07-16-2007
Sadly, I'm here again:(
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Tue, 10-23-2012 - 9:55am

Hi ladies,

Well, my excitement was short lived.  When I was 5 weeks and 2 days, I woke up and I was bleeding.  I called my doctor and she told me to come in for an ultrasound even though it was still really early to be able to see anything.  I went in, and of course, there was nothing there.  I knew that even if things were okay, that would be the case.  However, I was not prepared for how awful I would feel after seeing my empty uterus.  I just had a gut feeling that it was a miscarriage, and I ended up being right after having blood work done:(  We hadn't told anyone yet because I had only known for about a week, and I was supposed to be going in this Thursday for my first ultrasound.  I spent all of last Monday (the day that I started bleeding) crying.  I know that things happen for a reason, but it's so hard to understand why.  Over the last week, I'm feeling much better.  I still have times of sadness, and this Thursday might be hard day, but I'll be okay.  We are ready to try again, so here's to hoping everything will work out this time! 

Casey

 

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Registered: 10-10-2009
Sat, 12-29-2012 - 11:09am

I'm so sorry to hear that this happened Casey. I hope that as time is passing, you are managing to find peace with it. I know from experience that a mc is one of the worst things imaginable.

How are you now? Have you been trying again straight away? I got pregnant with my daughter (4) within 6 weeks of mc my first baby, and she is perfect and healthy so keep trying sweetie and it will happen xxx

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Registered: 07-13-2001
Wed, 11-28-2012 - 8:27pm

Im so sorry Casey! (((hugs))))

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Registered: 07-01-2003
Tue, 10-30-2012 - 11:41pm

Oh Casey, I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. I hope you are doing ok.  I've never had a mc, so I can't even imagine what you are going through.  Big hugs to you.

Brooke

 

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Registered: 10-09-2012
Tue, 10-23-2012 - 11:56am

Casey-

I'm so sorry to hear abour your loss. I had a m/c at 6 weeks in April, and it was such a difficult experience. It took me 3 months to get back to a regular cycle, and I still get sad sometimes. It's ok to have those feelings and to let them out - As everyone keeps saying to me, at least you know you can get pregnant. It seems small comfort, but once you get back to trying, it is nice to have some comfort that it can happen.

Good luck to you -

Gretchen