So done with it all!!

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Registered: 10-01-2009
So done with it all!!
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Wed, 07-13-2011 - 9:25pm

I have been away from the boards lately, hoping that maybe not stressting over TTC would help.

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Registered: 06-21-2006
Wed, 07-13-2011 - 9:48pm
Jenniren, I know this ttc journey can really suck at times, I'm sorry you're in the midst of a very annoying cycle, I hope it ends soon so you can move on. I too am starting to wonder if I can keep doing this...but I know I have to keep trying, at least for now. Hang in there.
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Registered: 12-14-2009
Thu, 07-14-2011 - 2:15pm
I am so sorry JenniRen! I wish I had some wise words or amazing advice or just the ability to wave a wand and make it happen for you. :( *Big Hugs* I can only imagine how hard this is for you and DH and I'm always a message away if you ever just need to scream or vent! Lots of love darling!! Just remember that miracle happen everyday...

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Thu, 07-14-2011 - 10:58pm
Thanks you two! I am trying my best to keep smiling and push forward. Last time I was at my Dr, she gave me a script for provera to induce AF if my cycles went real long again. Looks like it might be time to go get it filled. Not totally giving up yet, just kinda letting things roll with the flow for a little maybe. Then, in another month or two, I am gonna give it another good shot. DH and I have talked before that if we aren't preggers by the time our youngest is 4 1/2, then we are done and he might get a vasectomy. Needless to say our youngest is now 3 1/2, so basically one more year to go...not going down without a fight. I might have lost this little battle, but I am putting up a fight in the war!! How are you ladies doing?
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Registered: 06-14-2010
Fri, 07-15-2011 - 12:48am

Hi Jenni! Sooooo sorry to hear about your frustrating cycle. I'm frustrated too but you have much more reason to be than I do! I hate this roller coaster as well and I don't even know if I can muster up any encouraging words. I guess the only thing I can say is that WHEN this happens for you, you will appreciate it a million times more than someone who had it come easy! Keep trucking girlie! And like Tammy said, miracles happen every day! I'm believing in one for you! Big hugs!!!

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Registered: 03-01-2011
Tue, 07-19-2011 - 1:01pm
This sucks :( Screw you evil pcos & your despicable annovulatory cycles!! I really hate that this has been such a frustrating time for you & dh -it makes me want to scream!!! So are you gonna fill the script or continue to ride it out?
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Registered: 10-01-2009
Tue, 07-19-2011 - 1:40pm

Thanks Lilly and Angela.

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Registered: 03-01-2011
Tue, 07-19-2011 - 2:07pm
Sometimes it feels like we're the old farts of the group! It can be tough seeing the newbies come & go while we're still hanging around *sigh*...Fx'd it's OUR turn soon!!

I'm not a big fan of meds either. Have you considered looking into natural ways to induce af, like herbs or maybe seeing an acupuncturist? Just a thought...or grasping at straws!!

I'm also sorry to hear your gf is acting like a douche...screw her, you don't need people like that in your life. Good riddance!!!!
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Sun, 07-31-2011 - 4:38pm
I got to your point and walked away for 2 yrs. didnt get pregnant and stayed in a foul mood. decided that a baby wasnt worth the heartache month after month. Just came back this month after 2yrs. Keeping fingers crossed right now