Not sure I REALLY want to say this....

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Registered: 06-14-2010
Not sure I REALLY want to say this....
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Wed, 10-27-2010 - 3:21pm

Somehow when I am "officially" trying it becomes consuming....nonetheless, here I go!

I have a 13 and 15 year old. Both have birthdays coming up. I buried a son in 2009. He was still born. I had a miscarriage in Aug 2007. It was a very early miscarriage. I'm STRESSED out at the thought of trying, but I desire a child. Sooooo, here goes nothing.

I'm less than a week away from what should be the start of my cycle. But I'm having symptoms. So begins the madness! LOL! The roller coaster begins. :smileyhappy:

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Registered: 10-14-2010
Thu, 10-28-2010 - 5:53am

Hi there,

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Registered: 06-14-2010
Thu, 10-28-2010 - 11:32am

Hi Zoe!

Well i'm on CD 24. I've been cramping off and on since around CD 17 or so. Which I thought was too early. But they were like menstrual cramps. And I had pain in my back really bad. Which is not normal during that time of my cycle. Now my bb's are bigger and heavy and hurting. As good as all that sounds, it has happened before and I've not been pregnant. It's frustrating to have all the symptoms and then nothing.

And I hate to test to soon and start myself guessing. If I get a BFN I don't believe it anyway! LOL!

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Registered: 06-17-2008
Fri, 10-29-2010 - 11:29am
Lilly,

So sorry to hear about your losses. I can't even imagine the pain. I hope your time here is short and you get your sticky BFP.

Susie - Mom to Jessie