AF 10 days late now

I'm back again with my almost-daily update!! I'm going out of my mind. All the tests are negative. Bought a couple of slightly more expensive tests too and still negative.

Saw my doctor yesterday, she was fantastic. Referred me to the hospital for a scan. Agrees with me that the 'symptoms' ive been getting could be an ovarian cyst (ive had a few before) but even if not, she says it won't hurt to have a look in there and see if everything looks good with my ovary function etc. In the back of my mind I do keep wondering if they're going to find a baby in there. I can't help but wonder, but realistically looking back at my dismal chart from last month, it is very unlikely.

I'm also worried that history could be repeating itself from 5 years ago when I m/c at 3months and there was a total mess in there :-( My body had began to absorb the baby and I didn't bleed. When they got in there and had a look, they couldn't tell me what had happened or at which stage, just that there were 'products of conception' jumbled up in there. I'll never forget that an it's making me nervous for this ultrasound :-(

Good luck everyone, let's get some more good news in here! Xx