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AF is here :(
| Tue, 02-03-2009 - 6:05pm |
I'm pretty bummed out about it, but I know its for the best since SO is about to lose his job. I was just really hoping that I was, as selfish as that sounds. Well I guess now would be a good time for me to start eating healthier, and try to figure out my cycles a little more, till we can TTC again!
-Lindsey && Brooklyn

You have every right to be bummed. But you have a great attitude to turn it around and start thinking about what you can do to be healther. Good luck girl!
Ronni
Ronni~Kay, TTC#2
Loving Hubby
Ronni~Kay,
Loving Hubby&
I had given up on a BFP for a while bc I jus wasnt getting one, but then when I still hadnt started I was extremely excited and already picking out names and looking online for the newest baby gear, and thinking about plans for a nursery. But then AF came, I was pretty depressed yesterday. I'm feeling much better about it today. This is a good time for me to start tracking my cycle better and doing research on better and faster ways to concieve. I know what you mean about tempting, I can NEVER remember to temp! I usually skip atleast 2 days a weeks, and its never the same time whenever I do remember. So hopefully this cycle I can get in the habit of tempting better! I felt just the way you do, I just wanted to know I really didnt care at that point if it was a negative or a positive, I just wanted a definite answer! I cant wait to start trying agian. I'm really hoping to get a boy this time around, I've been visiting the gender determination board and getting some tips on boy making, I'm not sure how well any of it works, but it cant hurt to try! I never knew how hard it is to make a baby, I guess since I got pregnant for Brooklyn so unexpectedly I took for granted how easy it is, now that I'm trying I just came seem to get it right lol. Its definitely a rollercoaster, but I enjoy the trying part lol, atleast its fun, and its really bringing me and my SO closer together. Its also making me value my relationship with Brooklyn even more, I love her like crazy and love spending time with her, but now knowing how hard it is to actually concieve it just makes me realize how lucky I really am to have her!
I hope you get an answer soon!!! I have an 18 wheeler full
-Lindsey && Brooklyn