Am I?? Update!

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Registered: 09-19-2003
Am I?? Update!
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Sat, 10-11-2003 - 10:42am
Okay, so yesterday I had symptoms as if AF was going to show up today but still I went to the market and I bought more PTKs after convincing my husband who thinks I'm going nuts. And yes, he came with me so I kind of felt forced to buy the cheap stuff. How could I buy one PKTs for $15???? So I got 2 for $11... Store brand. I got home and I realized that that one does not mention anything about testing a few days before your period is missed so here I'm stuck with something that probably isn't that sensitive.

So I spent the whole night dreaming about it (at least I got a + in my dreams... hehe) and then at 7 am I woke up and I ran to the bathroom... I'm sooo excited that I hardly could pee! So I did... but I think it was not enough because it takes a while for the screens to turn pink. So anyway... in the process I see some short of thin brownish/pinkish spotting on the toilet paper. I have never had my period with no pain and right now I have no pain whatsoever. I have never had blood before pain. Is this the first time? Or is that the famous pregnancy spotting??? I was doing the math and today could be #12 after last time we had sex. (I'm not a regular girl so I'm still confused with the dates...) So, could this be the implantation of the embryo and the "not so hard cramps and nausea" yesterday nigth was part of the deal??? Just to say that AF is soft at the beginning like it was yesterday but once started it gets very very painful, so why it is not painful today? Why am I spotting? Oh, by the way... the test came - (figures, you buy the cheap stuff you get bad results... :) ) So here I am, more confused than yesterday...

Anyway, let's leave nature alone, to continue its journey. By monday (CD31) my period should be here. It has never been more than 30 days. So there, I just needed to vent... Gosh, I'm not a patient person... I'm going nuttttsss! Thanks for reading! :)

TTC#1 C2 CD29 DPO12?? (Days in this cycle... max. 30 days)

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Registered: 07-22-2003
In reply to: kylax
Sat, 10-11-2003 - 12:00pm
Thanks for the update. I know that I differ month to month of how I feel. Last month AF came on day 27 and I felt nothing. It's just hard that every month the slightest thing that is different is like - oooh could this be it since I never get like this? I think Men should go through a couple of cycles of this, just so they can see themselves go nuts! I'm testing on Monday - R U 2? I'll be online on Tues, so if AF doesn't come - I'm a testin'!

Wrigs