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| Tue, 11-11-2008 - 9:16am |
WELL L;AST NIGHT DH CAME HOME FROM WORK JUST MINUTS AFTER HAVING A LONG DRAWN OUT ARGUMENT WITH DD OVER HER BEHAIVOR. SO AFTER BREAKING UP THE BATTLE HE TAKES ME INTO THE ROOM AND STARES AT ME. SAYS YOU DONT LOOK GOOD AT ALL. YOUR FACE IS GETTING THINER AND YOU ARE PALE AS A GHOST. I TRIED TO DEFFEND MY HORID LOOK BY SAYING IVE BEEN RUNNING ALL DAY , BUT HE WOULDNT HAVE IT SO HE WANTS ME TO GO TO THE ER TODAY AFTER WORK , NOT MY DOCK BECAUSE HE IS LIKE A FAMOLY DOCK AND WILL ONLY REFER ME TO A SPECIALIST ,ASPECIALIS IN WHAT ? SO OFF TO THE ER I GO AT 4:00
IM SCARED AND I JUST WANT TO CRY. IM MORE AFRAID I WILL GET BACK SOME FATEL NEWS . IM SURE AF WILL BE HERE ON THE 15 LIKE CLOCK WORK . MY EMOTIONS ARE SO BAD , I CRIED ALL NIGHT OVER MY DAUGHTER BEING SO MEANTO ME. USUALY I WOULD LAUGH IF OFF AND TELL HER TO TAKE A WALK. IM JUST NOT ME, AND ITS BEEN A WHILE SENCE I HAVE BEEN.
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