Feeling hurt and dissapointed... is it me??
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|Fri, 02-17-2012 - 5:27pm|
How can I not be pregnant!!! I got pregnant the first time with both of my sons and this time it is our second month trying.. I feel like I am doing something wrong or maybe DH. I guess I am just looking for someone to blame. I tested 3 days early which gives me some hope but I dont want to be set up for dissapointment again it hurts.. especially when my expectations are so high.Even tho the test is 3 days early it is the clearblue digital and they are pretty accurate even a few days before. I like to use them because it is a wonderful feeling seeing those words" PREGNANT" pop up on the screen but it is horrible when the words "NOT PREGNANT" come up because I feel like its yelling at me " YOUR NOT PREGNANT DUMMY" urh.. why did I test early?? I just want to get my period already and get it over with. I dont want a December baby because of Christmas and I dont want a Jan baby because my youngest is in Jan. So I guess I can try for november but after that I gotta wait a few months.. :smileysad: