I get to stay! YAY!

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Registered: 09-02-2008
I get to stay! YAY!
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Sat, 12-06-2008 - 4:55am

Hi everybody!

First of all, let me just say thank you to everyone who responded to my post about having to leave. Everyone was/is so very sweet and I really appreciate it. I am sorry that I didn't respond to you all sooner. Things have been kind of crazy here...
We decided that it was in my best interest to stay here in Germany with DH, although around March I may have to go back to the US, we will have to re-evaluate then. I'm in no shape to fly with a three year old and mentally in no shape to be without him for so long. There are obstacles to face with me staying, but the problems with me staying were outweighed by the problems with me leaving. I was hesitant to come back to the board after my emotional post saying I had to leave, but I can't stay away from you guys. I lurked the past couple days, trying to decide if I should come back, and the urge to respond to your posts was overwhelming. Plus, as we all know, ttc is hard by yourself...even with a supportive DH. I need you ladies who are going through the same things! I love watching people get their BFPs, it makes me feel like there's hope, it makes me feel like I kind of got one too because I've watched you girls trying.
I hope I can be a help to everyone, I really hope that in the next three months I can get a BFP too...we really want this so bad sometimes I think that we want it too much and that keeps me from getting pregnant...weird thoughts I know.
I am on CD 8, I took isoflavones this month, CD 3-7...I am hoping they help. I have been doing pre-seed but this month will be without, didn't order it in time. I have some instead cups left but don't know if I should do them again this month or not, or if I should alternate one day with and one day without...Any opinions on this would be welcome, I used them the last two months with no BFP, obviously.
I'm taking pre-natals, Omega 3s, Biotin, and a B6/B12/Folic Acid supplement. It was weird because last month was my first month on the extra B6 and I got my period EARLY.
My health is on the mend, slowly. Some of my problems aren't going to go away, I just have to manage them. I do need to get to a GYN to get some hormone testing done, and to check and make sure my underactive thyroid does not need a medication increase.
OK, well I am done rambling. I really hope all you ladies are having a good month, looking forward to Christmas BFPs, I am in the Jingle Bellies, YAY, and I get to spend Christmas with DH :)...I already have a great Christmas gift.
Thanks, BFP vibes/BD vibes/O vibes/AF go away vibes to all.... hehe.



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Registered: 09-02-2008
Sun, 12-07-2008 - 6:09am
Awww you ladies are the best. Thank you so much! SO so sweet of you all.


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