I think I am losing my mind

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Registered: 05-09-2003
I think I am losing my mind
Mon, 09-22-2003 - 1:35pm
I am so lost this cycle. I have always felt basically comfortable with the whole TCOYF concept but this month and now that we are actively trying (So I am paying closer attention than when we are not TTC) I am so confused and thinking that either something is wrong or I am losing my mind.

Look at my chart if you will...

http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/275d2

From what I can see and from my past charts my LP is 13-15 days. (It should not vary that much but it does.) Today is 15dpo for me and from my temps I should be having AF right now as we speak, I should be on CD1. I always spot for 2-3 days before AF and have terrible cramps the day before and the day of...

Here are my symptoms now, I have just very light spotting, no cramps at all, low temps, my boobs feel very full (like they did when I was nursing DD and have never felt before AF before.)and I have a headache.

I have no AF symptoms except for the low temps and the light spotting. I would love if someone could shed some light on my grim chart. I just want AF to come already so I can get on with my next cycle and start TTC again...I think she is playing games with me.

Thanks

April CD36 15DPO

http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/275d2

SO what is the deal, I should be almost crying with severe cramps already and AF should have started...She usually starts out with 2-4 days of spotting then is heavy for 1 day and very, very light for 2 days. My cycle is so out of wack I don't know what to do, not to mention the fact that I ovulated really late this month too.