i think i'm crazy

iVillage Member
Registered: 07-05-2003
i think i'm crazy
3
Wed, 09-10-2003 - 1:15am
i'm not sure what's going on with my body now, here's the situation, about two nights aobut while Bd DH accidentally squished my boob, i thought it would bother me but it hasn't, my nipple isn't sensitive like it was when he played too rough last time . now abotu two days later i'm getting the same pains in hte breasts i got before when i thought i was pg(it fels like something is shooting thru my boob from front ot back), i am either getting delusional or something up. i've already gotten up to pee twice tonight, obviously can't sleep and have gotten feverish while sitting in front of my computer right after eating dinner. which hasn't happened before until august, i'm not taking and hpt's until af is a no show but according to my calculations and my ff chart i'm no where near my O time. dh and i have been doing more BD lately but i shouldn't O until this coming week, and if hte magic mil is right i should get pg on payday(monday). i've had recall how hte last Af was and it didn't quite seem right to me, i had it for 7 days but it stopped for two and was barely a trace on hte other days it seemed normal to me. i've started getting the cramps again so i think i should be getting close to O. also my boobs got big last month and haven't gone back down and my nipples have remained huge(tmi)i'm not sure if it's htat i go braless at home or something is playing tricks on my body, i can still see hte blue viens in my breasts. i've even had DH look at them before to see if he could see them so i know they are there. i'm having trouble laying down on my side again and i can't lay on my stomach. i'm getting confused and a bit worried but i can't see a dr until i contact my insurance about either switching the one i've been assigned or looking a new one up online.

once more i'm hesitant to say anything to DH since i got my hopes up last month i don't want to break my heart again and deal with the days i ended up crying over it.

i've rambled enough and still not ready to crawl back into bed yet

lissa
iVillage Member
Registered: 07-05-2003
Wed, 09-10-2003 - 11:35am


bump
iVillage Member
Registered: 07-02-2003
Wed, 09-10-2003 - 1:01pm
Lissa, don't worry -- you're not crazy! Our bodies do really, really weird things sometimes. Going to the bathroom frequently and a low grade fever ARE symptoms of pregnancy! Are you sure the timing is off? Are you SURE you didn't just have a light AF because you're pregnant? Did you test last cycle? The symptoms could also be signs of a flu or virus (bladder infection?) so you never know, but I'd test just to be sure.

Whatever the case, rest assured, you're not insane. Bodies do weird things. Get to the doctor as soon as you get your insurance stuff sorted out just so you can have some peace of mind.

Good luck & (((HUGS)))

Kristin

edd 05/17/04

Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting



iVillage Member
Registered: 07-05-2003
Wed, 09-10-2003 - 4:37pm
kristin

i tested last month just before af had arrived and i got three BFN, i'll wait and see what happens this month if it keeps up. i didn't even get any af signs until just when it started it got hte bloated and misery feeling so i kinda pushed any possibility to the back of my head. i didn't want it consuming me during finals so i just let it go, but now htat i htink aobut it af had been a bit odd from day two on...i'll just wait until my b-day to test again i expect afnw around hte 23rd of this month so i'll see what happens

i'm either completely out of my mind or my body likes to do tricks without me knowing.

thanks for reminding me what i need to think about.

lissa